❥Yes?
❥Lovely Humans
ShashaHersheys Waatiy Tembam Yayat
❥ShakeLalaBoom
Music Playlist at MixPod.com
❥Myself
you know my name, not my story.
you heard what i've done, not what i've been through♥.
Siti Nurfatin . Atiin will do.
30 Jan 1994 . Short & simple (:
Do tagg before leave aite :D
❥The Boyfriend
Two souls with but a single thought ,
two hearts that beat as one (:
Muhammad Helmi . You are the best i ever had .
011110 . Hold it tight & dont let it go♥
I L O V E Y O U ^^
Saturday, February 25, 2012 ✿
26 march start school liao . alhamdulilah (:
hopefully i manage to divide my time with work and school.
my course only 10 months and its only 1 day per week . so i guess should be ok laah ^^
i am so excited bout it but at the same time .....NERVOUS :/
i just want to make my parents proud of myself . but the thing is i will always think that i cant do it .this is what i hate about myself . no confident and always think negative ..
shall stop blogging now . will update soon .
Wednesday, February 22, 2012 ✿
HI . back to update my blog . hahhaa! k dah lame gitu tk update -.-
alah nie pon for fun je update =p holaa yeaayy today im gonna apply private school :D
later meet boyfriend,dier nnt tmn sayeeeeeeee :D i am so HAPPY ^^
thanks to dad for helping me , so ferst pay dad will pay for me . yg lain sume aku kene bayar ...
but is ok lah .. for my own good jugak maah :D
my relationship alhamdulilah sume nye ok . gado pon gado main-main jee =p lol.
ouh yaa , im still finding new job .. my current job like fcuk.
and i guess i need to change some pics at my blog and keep update new photo . but.. i dont have enough time.
maybe when im free i will change everything .. IF ONLY .. hekhek^^ . ok bye nak siap .
Labels: upgrade myself .
Wednesday, January 11, 2012 ✿
i got nothing to update actually but still i wanna update my blog -,-
tought like wanna close this blog, but mcm syg rite? so i just leave it .maybe?
and yea i wont update my blog dat much .. xoxo .
Thursday, December 29, 2011 ✿
Hi Helmi , one day more to go and you're freedom . cant wait baby (:
miss you so much . see ya on saturday . love you boyfriend .
Labels: (((:
Sunday, December 25, 2011 ✿
i am so excited when i looked at my schedule for next week . wait, just excited bout friday and saturday. monday,tuesday,wednesday as usual BORED -.- get off day on friday BUT i guess im gonna stay at home and saturday helmi is back,countdown plus my off day! awesome much? :D
blom tahu ape plan for countdown i dont mind lah klau plan mendak as long im with bf bcoz when clock strike 12 is already 1 jan and me and helmi sudah 1 year 2 months!!!! ^^ our 1 year didnt get to celebrate due to some prob .. the whole nov me and helmi cant get along and worst part we ignore each other -.-hopefully when helmi dah freedom everything will be fine like how we used to be (: seriously fcuk im bored when he's inside . cant wait for saturday!! nak kiss kiss dier , nk hug hug dier .. weeeeeeeeeeeee ;D tomorrow will be working morning shift, thank god end at 4 , but after work i guess im gonna go back home straight since tkde plan =.= tuesday,wednesday and thursday fullshift. SIAN. walao like so fast nak end of the year ehk ..
wadever it is i cant wait for 30 jan . im 18 BITCH! HAHAHHAHA! helmi! better buat plan utk bdae aku ehk!! aku nk laen dari pade laen! tknk mcm last year . and i promise you ur bdae im gonna make it special too . NOT LIKE LAST YEAR. but still i appreciate what you did for my bdae dat time ^^ heheh ;D beside that, I REALLY NEED TO GO SHOPPING! but jan mesti tak boleh psl kene pki byk duet :( next 2 weeks busy busy busy! ferst sister bdae and my third sister nak tunang!!! :D k nari aku mcm happy ehk? LOL . end my post here . BYE! :D
Labels: you are the best (:
Wednesday, December 21, 2011 ✿
last msg from helmi.seriously i miss him so much:( how i wish you're beside me now.*sigh* waiting for you to come back my dear:'(
Labels: i need you:(
Wednesday, December 14, 2011 ✿
now i know how damn tired it is to work as full time retail asst. is long hours and i need to stand most of the times and only have 1 day off per week . seriously tired and the pay is not really good . so i decided to ask my manager to give me 2 days off . and thank god my manager ok with it but my pay have to deduct , but is oke im fine with it. as long i get what i want aku dah happy (: yesterday bf called me!! i was like so fcuking shocked and my tears roll down when helmi ckp *bie.......* seriously aku mcm tk tahu nk ckp ape psl terkejot dier tibe2 call .. helmi nye kaki saket or wat den kene antar mane ntah and helmi call aku senyap2 . and helmi keep tanye dgn sape sume aku kluar . takot sgt ehk youu ! =p tapi seriously aku tk curang ehk! hahaha ! busy keje nk merayap ape sey . LOLS. and yeayy please baby i kluar on 31 dec ^^
but for sure we wont celebrate count down bcoz dier baru kluar so for sure aku suroh dier ddk umah =p k idk wat to update lagi . end post now . byee!
Labels: XOXO
Monday, December 12, 2011 ✿
seriously aku rindu helmi :'( i miss talking on the phone with him till late night,i miss you text me morning msg,i miss when we fight. i miss your hug,i miss your kiss,i miss when you say *hello sayang,rindu baby,sayang you bykbyk* yes i miss it so much :( i miss when you call me and you were like *hello baby* you know when you said dat ur voice so manje ... i miss when i majok and you ckp *baby majok?alaa jgn majok lah syg.senyom siket.senyom lah bby* yeaa i miss it alot :( and when gado you igt tk you slalu ckp nie *im sorry sayang,maaf kan i k syg. janji tk akan saket kan hati you lagi* den you will hug me so tight and kiss me . and the most fav part when you said *i tknk hlg you bie, i syg you sgtsgt* yes! i miss dat part so much! you know how much i miss you ? so so so fcuking much helmi . everynite whenever i wanna sleep i will hug your hoodie and i cant stop crying :( i hope you doing fine at there .. dont think too much ok .
i will wait for you to come back . and lets celebrate ok bby ...
i guess countdown this year i will stay at home . not so excited bout it also . yg penting bdae aku mesti celebrate! HAHAHAH! countdown tk celebrate aku pon tk heran! =p
Labels: i need you bby :(
Wednesday, December 7, 2011 ✿
hey helmi , seriously i miss you so so so soooooooooooo much . life so bored without you :(
so yesterday helmi's mom called me . i am so fcuking happy coz his mom said dat helmi will be back home end of this month . maybe ? IDK -.- i wanna visit you but i have to work :(
seriously hidop aku mendak . pegy keje pagi mlm balek den tido den continue .. bla..blaa..
bored kan?! tkde org call , tkde org bagi morning msg and nite msg :( whenever buat closing aku jiwang skejap coz terigt helmi nnt pat luar tunggu aku abez keje . nabei lah! rindu kau tao bodoh!!! errghh!!! my off day nk meet gf . dier sorg aje phm aku ..sume prob aku sume dier tahu . hehe! miss you baby ^^ today end work at 7pm go back home straight . now idk nk buat ape . seriously ehk aku bosan! i cant go out coz helmi ckp lps keje balek tros and stay at home-.-
sweet rite aku dgr kate bf ? woooooooooooo o.0
k end my post hereeeeeeeeeee :D
Labels: rindu kau tau cb :(
Monday, December 5, 2011 ✿
You are hardhearted and selfish most of the time. You always tend to have lots
of problems within your family in the early stages but you will be able to cope
with everything. You seem to have your way in everything. And from birth you
would always have to work hard to achieve anything you want. You always make a
point to set examples on others, especially the younger ones. Generally you are
not a cool person. It's not easy dealing with you. A tough player you are! But
once you are comfortable with someone, it will be a lasting friendship. You
always earn respect from others. Your Ilk seems to have lots of worries and
problems but they won't be for long. You will have brilliant kids! You love
money a bit too much so temptation will push you to try endlessly. You will look
after your family and help friends, so you will spend a life time just being
generous and kind . You love your freedom,
creative and ambitious, a person who brings beauty, hope & joy to this world.
so yea found this at facebook . it explain everything bout me (:
anw hi blogger im bck to update ^^ me and helmi bck togther now (: unfortunately we cant meet and contact
for like 40 days ? *sigh* i miss him so much :( i hope he's doing fine at dere.
so before dier pegy kiter sempat jumpe . spent time the whole day at keppel bay . it was fun , i sang it will rain and someone like you for him before dier pegy :( and bf gave me his hoodie . everytime i reach home mesti bau hoodie dier and when i sleep i wear his hoodie :( i miss him so much :'( now only like 2 days he leave me . haish ..
anw i cant wait for my next pay , coz i die die wanna buy dat bag ! i got alot of thing to buy but nvrmine lah i guess i get the bag ferst . why you so expensive ??!! gggrrr .and i need to pay my bills . fcuk .
previous pay i already bought 3 tops,1 cardigan,lipstick,lipgloss and earing. so this coming pay nak beli tu bag!
I DONT CARE ! mintak2 maseh ade pleaseee . i regret buying high waist skirt , bought it 2 weeks ago till now blom pki . still got the price tag! tot nk jual but sister said just keep it coz we will nvr noe if one day aku nk pki ke ^^
k wanna end my post now . byebyeeee .
Labels: nak helmi :'(