♥ atiin the short ones

2012-01-11T19:23:00.003+08:00

i got nothing to update actually but still i wanna update my blog -,-

tought like wanna close this blog, but mcm syg rite? so i just leave it .maybe?

and yea i wont update my blog dat much .. xoxo .

2011-12-29T22:47:00.002+08:00

Hi Helmi , one day more to go and you're freedom . cant wait baby (:

miss you so much . see ya on saturday . love you boyfriend .

2011-12-25T23:00:00.002+08:00

i am so excited when i looked at my schedule for next week . wait, just excited bout friday and saturday. monday,tuesday,wednesday as usual BORED -.- get off day on friday BUT i guess im gonna stay at home and saturday helmi is back,countdown plus my off day! awesome much? :D

blom tahu ape plan for countdown i dont mind lah klau plan mendak as long im with bf bcoz when clock strike 12 is already 1 jan and me and helmi sudah 1 year 2 months!!!! ^^ our 1 year didnt get to celebrate due to some prob .. the whole nov me and helmi cant get along and worst part we ignore each other -.-hopefully when helmi dah freedom everything will be fine like how we used to be (: seriously fcuk im bored when he's inside . cant wait for saturday!! nak kiss kiss dier , nk hug hug dier .. weeeeeeeeeeeee ;D tomorrow will be working morning shift, thank god end at 4 , but after work i guess im gonna go back home straight since tkde plan =.= tuesday,wednesday and thursday fullshift. SIAN. walao like so fast nak end of the year ehk ..

wadever it is i cant wait for 30 jan . im 18 BITCH! HAHAHHAHA! helmi! better buat plan utk bdae aku ehk!! aku nk laen dari pade laen! tknk mcm last year . and i promise you ur bdae im gonna make it special too . NOT LIKE LAST YEAR. but still i appreciate what you did for my bdae dat time ^^ heheh ;D beside that, I REALLY NEED TO GO SHOPPING! but jan mesti tak boleh psl kene pki byk duet :( next 2 weeks busy busy busy! ferst sister bdae and my third sister nak tunang!!! :D k nari aku mcm happy ehk? LOL . end my post here . BYE! :D

2011-12-21T23:20:00.003+08:00

last msg from helmi.seriously i miss him so much:( how i wish you're beside me now.*sigh* waiting for you to come back my dear:'(

2011-12-14T21:26:00.002+08:00

now i know how damn tired it is to work as full time retail asst. is long hours and i need to stand most of the times and only have 1 day off per week . seriously tired and the pay is not really good . so i decided to ask my manager to give me 2 days off . and thank god my manager ok with it but my pay have to deduct , but is oke im fine with it. as long i get what i want aku dah happy (: yesterday bf called me!! i was like so fcuking shocked and my tears roll down when helmi ckp *bie.......* seriously aku mcm tk tahu nk ckp ape psl terkejot dier tibe2 call .. helmi nye kaki saket or wat den kene antar mane ntah and helmi call aku senyap2 . and helmi keep tanye dgn sape sume aku kluar . takot sgt ehk youu ! =p tapi seriously aku tk curang ehk! hahaha ! busy keje nk merayap ape sey . LOLS. and yeayy please baby i kluar on 31 dec ^^

but for sure we wont celebrate count down bcoz dier baru kluar so for sure aku suroh dier ddk umah =p k idk wat to update lagi . end post now . byee!

2011-12-12T20:25:00.002+08:00

seriously aku rindu helmi :'( i miss talking on the phone with him till late night,i miss you text me morning msg,i miss when we fight. i miss your hug,i miss your kiss,i miss when you say *hello sayang,rindu baby,sayang you bykbyk* yes i miss it so much :( i miss when you call me and you were like *hello baby* you know when you said dat ur voice so manje ... i miss when i majok and you ckp *baby majok?alaa jgn majok lah syg.senyom siket.senyom lah bby* yeaa i miss it alot :( and when gado you igt tk you slalu ckp nie *im sorry sayang,maaf kan i k syg. janji tk akan saket kan hati you lagi* den you will hug me so tight and kiss me . and the most fav part when you said *i tknk hlg you bie, i syg you sgtsgt* yes! i miss dat part so much! you know how much i miss you ? so so so fcuking much helmi . everynite whenever i wanna sleep i will hug your hoodie and i cant stop crying :( i hope you doing fine at there .. dont think too much ok .

i will wait for you to come back . and lets celebrate ok bby ...

i guess countdown this year i will stay at home . not so excited bout it also . yg penting bdae aku mesti celebrate! HAHAHAH! countdown tk celebrate aku pon tk heran! =p

2011-12-07T20:51:00.002+08:00

hey helmi , seriously i miss you so so so soooooooooooo much . life so bored without you :(

so yesterday helmi's mom called me . i am so fcuking happy coz his mom said dat helmi will be back home end of this month . maybe ? IDK -.- i wanna visit you but i have to work :(

seriously hidop aku mendak . pegy keje pagi mlm balek den tido den continue .. bla..blaa..

bored kan?! tkde org call , tkde org bagi morning msg and nite msg :( whenever buat closing aku jiwang skejap coz terigt helmi nnt pat luar tunggu aku abez keje . nabei lah! rindu kau tao bodoh!!! errghh!!! my off day nk meet gf . dier sorg aje phm aku ..sume prob aku sume dier tahu . hehe! miss you baby ^^ today end work at 7pm go back home straight . now idk nk buat ape . seriously ehk aku bosan! i cant go out coz helmi ckp lps keje balek tros and stay at home-.-

sweet rite aku dgr kate bf ? woooooooooooo o.0

k end my post hereeeeeeeeeee :D

2011-12-05T20:52:00.004+08:00

You are hardhearted and selfish most of the time. You always tend to have lots

of problems within your family in the early stages but you will be able to cope

with everything. You seem to have your way in everything. And from birth you

would always have to work hard to achieve anything you want. You always make a

point to set examples on others, especially the younger ones. Generally you are

not a cool person. It's not easy dealing with you. A tough player you are! But

once you are comfortable with someone, it will be a lasting friendship. You

always earn respect from others. Your Ilk seems to have lots of worries and

problems but they won't be for long. You will have brilliant kids! You love

money a bit too much so temptation will push you to try endlessly. You will look

after your family and help friends, so you will spend a life time just being

generous and kind . You love your freedom,

creative and ambitious, a person who brings beauty, hope & joy to this world.

so yea found this at facebook . it explain everything bout me (:

anw hi blogger im bck to update ^^ me and helmi bck togther now (: unfortunately we cant meet and contact

for like 40 days ? *sigh* i miss him so much :( i hope he's doing fine at dere.

so before dier pegy kiter sempat jumpe . spent time the whole day at keppel bay . it was fun , i sang it will rain and someone like you for him before dier pegy :( and bf gave me his hoodie . everytime i reach home mesti bau hoodie dier and when i sleep i wear his hoodie :( i miss him so much :'( now only like 2 days he leave me . haish ..

anw i cant wait for my next pay , coz i die die wanna buy dat bag ! i got alot of thing to buy but nvrmine lah i guess i get the bag ferst . why you so expensive ??!! gggrrr .and i need to pay my bills . fcuk .

previous pay i already bought 3 tops,1 cardigan,lipstick,lipgloss and earing. so this coming pay nak beli tu bag!

I DONT CARE ! mintak2 maseh ade pleaseee . i regret buying high waist skirt , bought it 2 weeks ago till now blom pki . still got the price tag! tot nk jual but sister said just keep it coz we will nvr noe if one day aku nk pki ke ^^

k wanna end my post now . byebyeeee .

2011-11-30T22:53:00.002+08:00

its not over yet .. yes me and helmi will be back together but not now . both of us need time .

he needs time to get back his usual life . let him serve his sentence, after everything settle we will be back like last time .. hopefully yes ..my facebook status single rite now but i wont act like single coz i noe helmi will come back soon and im waiting for him . so im not gonna flirt around :D

HA-HA . and im so fcuking happy coz we both already talked things out . thank god kiter boleh bbl baek2 . you know its hard for me to let him go coz i really love him and we like already 1 year plus . such a waste to end our relationship just like dat when i had sacrifice alot of things for him same goes to helmi . selagi boleh settle kiter settle kan (: cant wait for tomorrow jumpe helmi . yeaaaaaaaaaay ! dah lame tk jumpe dier ^^and tomorrow is our 1 year 1 month (:

ok end my post now . DADA (:

2011-11-29T22:41:00.002+08:00

ok seriously my relationship failed again . me and helmi are nothing now .

is not dat i dont understand his condition rite now ,is just dat dier yg tknk dgr kate .

aku buat nie sume pon utk dier , tapi dier pilih jln yg tk btol . pkr aku nk diam ?

pity ur parents helmi ! idk what to say lah , eventhough kiter dah tkde pape still aku syg kau:(

fcuk laah , aku benci mcm gini .

2011-11-28T22:52:00.002+08:00

what can i say now , I M I S S Y O U :( im not ready for this . seriously i need you :(

i want us to be like last time . but now ? we are like stranger ....pls do something helmi :(

im sorry for not being dere for you when you need someone but you prefer to share with your fwens :( they always be dere for you , they always cheer you up,they always help you when you in doubt . but me? i did nothing , im fcuking useless . *sigh* :'( i want you bck helmi ..

PLEASE COME BACK ... I STILL NEED YOU :(

2011-11-27T22:52:00.003+08:00

remember this pic ? when we were like bestfwen ? always be dere for each other , always otp , always make jokes , always laughed like mad people,nvr ignore each other , always understand each other needs. remember this pic when i gave you the ferst kiss ? remember this pic when the ferst time we hold hands and walked happily ? remember this pic when im willing to come down to meet you eventhough i was late ? but now ? you started to change . i dont even know is this the real helmi ? i was totally blank of what you've done . i've been trying to tolerate with your attitude but day by day you are too much . TOO MUCH HELMI . till i cant do anything but cry and cry and cry . talking to myself am i deserve this shit of yours ? why is so hard for you to do something dat i asked you to do . why ? klau aku boleh dgr kate kau why cant you ? susah sgt pe ? please dont be like a small kid helmi . please dont be selfish , jgn pkr diri sendiri aje . what about me ? you ignore me :( whyy ? yes , i off my phone . wanna know why ? coz it hurts me alot . pasal prangai kau mcm gini lah aku mcm gini skarang . but idk why eventhough how sucks you treat me still i wanna be with you :( so please stop asking me weather i wanna still with you or not and stop ckp kau tknk aku dgn kau secare pakse . STOP IT ! tkde org pakse aku ! buat ape buat bende secare pakse ? i still wanna stay with you psl aku syg kau , cant you see it ?! if let say one day we are not together , i hope you are happy . but igt my promises ? i will nvr forget you and always be dere for you . FULLSTOP !

2011-11-19T12:47:00.002+08:00

i am unhappy with my relationship rite now . you know the feeling when your bf/gf ignore you ?

fcuking upset with your attitude . seriously why must you be like this ?

i tought nov was a great great month for me , but i guess NOT . from early nov till now probs have not solve yet ! im so stress rite now , i cant even work if it like this all the wayy .

today going out with gf ^^ nak go bugis,its been so long i didnt go dat place ! HOHO . bye !

2011-11-16T00:08:00.003+08:00

back to update my blog . anw ignore my stupid shit face orite -.-

decided to update my blog bcoz i really really wanna let go everything .. *sigh*

ok fine i noe it was like last week this shit happened ..but still cant forget it . i really upset of what you've done . you LIED to me . its unfair for me , coz thru out this 1 year plus with you , i really honest and nvr have intention to do something that will makes you mad , angry sad or wat so ever . yes , you wanna change and gonna treat me well after we talked things out . but .. im just afraid you will do it again .helmi , you know rite you're the ferst guy dat i willing to do anything . so please , STOP all this shit and change . i will stay with you if you willing to change for me ... if you keep doing same mistake , den you know whats gonna happen rite ?

so today bf keje , maybe bf kene db psl awol . dier awol got reason so yeaa .. hopefully everything ok .. im so worried laah .. bf hp batt low lagi :( ouh yaa , bf bought for me top same like him . white clr ^^ cheey tk penah2 seyy ade baju clr puteh . LOL ! thank you helmi :D

thurs meet gf , cant wait behbeyy , miss her so much . hopefully plan tk kokap :(

im sorry gf terpakse cancel plan 2 kali , i got some prob . meet you sooooooooooon ^^

ape lagi nak update ? otak pon dah blank . haha ! klah end my post here . nitee .

2011-11-04T00:05:00.003+08:00

He's annoying, he's hilarious, he makes me yell, he drives me crazy, he's out of his mind,

and he's everything I want ♥♥♥♥♥

i love you so fcuking damn much ^^

2011-10-29T13:47:00.004+08:00

BABABOOO ^^ k idk why today out of sudden nk update blog .

i got nothing to share actually . HA-HA . =.= so today my plan is to go out with bf .

watch movie maybe ? ^^ i've been waiting for his text from just now but still dier tk text !!

you eat so slow arh my dear helmi ? =p im so happy today bcoz i wake up abit late .

kalau tak everyday bgon pagi . only saturday aje boleh bgon suke hati ^^

ouh and yes if you guys realised 2011 wanna end soon .. oct going to end den nov den dec ..

fast rite ?!! but the main thing i waiting for is JANUARY . lols .

i got alot of things to buy but sadly my pay i will get next week ? and yg mcm siak gaji kene potong !! walaowei , im so stress lah . for sure dpt siket . is ok lah . my fault jgk psl aku paitao keje ! HAHA ! eyy but criously i was sick dat time ok . i got mc tao abeh manager mcm TOOT !

ok i wanna call bf laah . dari tadi senyap mcm nk sepak je kpale dier . LOLS ! k byeee :D

2011-10-27T23:15:00.003+08:00

its been so long i didnt update my blog . WOW. must be super busy huh ^^

yes i am . busy with work , gf and of coz with my bby helmi ^^ gosh , everyday im going out and reached home damn late . luckily my mom tk bising BUT my dad always pepotpepot but i just ignored . hehehe :D ouh yes today im so fcuking happy sbb bf POP soon ! dier tak payah recourse . YEAYY ! im proud of you dear (: cant wait for saturday coz i will be meeting him . weeee :D and bf bought for me iphone . ok lah it was last week dier beli kan . HA-HA !

im so shocked ok , i didnt thought bout this . i told him im going to get iphone when i got my pay but .. alah helmi so kind dier dah beli kan . thanks so much dear . and not to forget kiter nk dkt 1 year . so fast ?!! HAHHA ! im so happy duper excited till idk what to say . lols .

meet you on saturday love . ^^

so today end work at 4 pm and gf decided to fetch me ., so sweet of her . chilling at vivo , as usual laughed non-stop , share prob and more . thanks for today babe . love ya so fcuking much .

2011-10-15T13:44:00.003+08:00

HI , im meeting bf todaay . wa happy sgtsgt ;D

actually tak tahu nak update ape . HAHAH !

ok bye . nak siap :D

2011-10-10T23:14:00.006+08:00

see , still can smile eventhough tengah saket hati :/

im shocked when get to know everything . idk why must you lied to me like ..again ..

yes , is a past But now den i get to know ? who am i to you dude ??

skarang baru nak merayu pat aku , skarang baru nk mintak maaf sume and you asked me to forget bout it . wtf ? kau pkr aku boleh lupe kan gitu mcm je arh ?? i need time dude !

thanks arh buat aku gini macam . good job arh boy !

this is the last chance arh . lagi skali silap kau buat conferm2 GOODBYE !

enough is enough ok helmi . i've enough of all your shits ! sick and tired of crying bcoz of your stupid attitude . im not a doll dat you can play with . mind dat .

2011-10-07T23:35:00.005+08:00

im sorry for not being a good gf for you . im sorry for being ego and think bout myself .

i dont treat you well . i know im stupid . im sorry ...im the one who started it ferst so yeaa , just blame me . i dont mind at all ...love you baby . please dont be mad with me .

IM NOT PERFECT . i know im stupid thanks for remind me .......

2011-09-30T15:45:00.003+08:00

back to update . idk why arh slalu friday mesti me and helmi gado . why oh why ? :(

friday should be a day for us to be happy rite .. how come slalu mcm gini ?

im trying my best to do something for you , but you cancel it . remember ? abeh now my fault isit ? errghh , im just useless . im sorry for not being a perfect gerl for you . tomorrow is our 11 months .. i hope we are ok soon coz i dont wanna us to stay like this all the way .

yesterday get to meet gf after work . meet her at somerset . i wanna go shopping badly , sick and tired wearing same thing everyday for work . so i tot wanna buy some tops and bag when i get my pay . i just cant wait , hopefully enough for shopping . mayb next thurs ? hmm . ntah lah .

now currently doing nothing . kinda bored coz im alone at home now . idk why for this week my off day on friday should be on saturday siaa !! so tomorrow i need to work wat a luck . but is oke atleast tomorrow working with athira . hekhek ;D

end my post heree . byebye .

2011-09-22T21:26:00.003+08:00

so yea , hair done ^^ 200 bucks gone just like that -.- next pay wanna go shopping . mayb ?

not so sure laah see how it goes . since H&M dah bukak sume kecoh ! mesti ramai org pegy sane . i wanna go but not now laah , chill chill dulu (: tomorrow friday ! meet bf after work . den saturday wanna watch movie with bf . nie lah hidop aku , keje all the way off day meet bf . off day cume 1 day je in 1 week , bored rite :( but is ok laah , dpt gaji i yg happy :D

ok byee later bf nak call :D

2011-09-21T23:41:00.003+08:00

tomorrow im going to perm my hair . hopefully jadi , klau tak for sure aku hampe !

im doing some research about perm hairstyle , but can see like everything the same , no different =.=so hoooooooooooooow ? haiyah , harap-harap jadi please :/

tomorrow im working morning shift , end at 4 . awesome much coz i got time to go salon .

and not to forget , i miss boyfriend like so fcuking much . cant wait for friday and saturday ^^

im going to sleep now . nite nite (:

2011-09-16T15:02:00.003+08:00

HI & Hello . been busy with work till i've no time for my blog even my friendss !!!

so today is my off day and yeayy please coz im gonna meet bf (: mayb watch movie ? idk yet :/

i'm so curious to know bout my pay . mayb dpt sikit psl 5 days tk keje :(

and yes , when i get my pay i tot of changing my hair style , i wanna perm my hair .

buuuuuuut ! does it suit me ? klau dah buat abeh tk lawa waste moneey rite !

aiyo , idk laah . i already asked how much it cost for my hair, total $188 . quite expensive , abeh klau tk jadi hampa sia akuu . LOLS ! but thinks back , lagi bgos duet tu buat shopping ehk . hah .

k skip , i wanna buy new wallet for myself . the brand kinda lame but who's care ? the design simple yet nice . i should get something from ripcurl shop too . but naaah , atiin need to focus with her ugly hair . so yea , hopefully gaji cukop pleaseee :(

end my post here . byebyeee ;D

2011-08-31T22:49:00.004+08:00

just now on the phone with helmi . miss miss him laah , friday be fast please .. wanna meet my bf , wanna hug hug him and all . puasa dah habez pe =p HAHAHA !

tomorrow is our 10 months anni . yeayy for me coz i nvr been in relationship like this. his the ferst person dat i really wanna to be with . dats why i really treasure our relationship . eventhough all those shits he have done , still i will stay just for him (':

helmi , aku sayaaaaaang kaaaau banyaaaak banyaaaaaaaaaak !

oke below gmbr tadi kluar raya . second day of raya was oke laah .. not bad . dapat duet raya !! ^^

went to jrg and cck . visit my aunties and my grandmom . pity my grandmom :( she cant even talk , keep staring at us , and i was like *omg kesian nyee nenek aku nie* dlm hati lah aku ckp gituu . hah .. oke i eat alot today but still now aku lapar !! mayb nk order mac .

ok , will update soooooooon .

2011-08-30T21:35:00.004+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya peepos ! back to update ((:

usually ferst day of raya me and family will be going to my grandmom house . but this year abit different coz mom decided to celebrate at JB . It was awesome plus fun . ferst time maen mercun aku macam jakoon ! lols . overnite at there for one day only . hees . so bsok den baru pegy rumah my nenek sume .. pat atas tu gmbr pat jb , actually ade byk but ltk pat sini siket je .. at fb still blom upload sumee . nvrmine biler-biler boleh mah ^^

bf book in today , waiting for him to beep me . miss him damn much . promise him to fetch him at cck on friday and hopefully im not late if not .. idk wat happen . HAH !

now all my fam except me and mom are awake . yg laen sume tidooooooo !!

till here . will update soon :D

2011-08-25T23:12:00.002+08:00

Hi Hi . yesterday was awesome. meet GF after work . oke lah , i lied to my manager dat i need to go bck home early coz i have something urgent . lols ! and yeaay my manager gave me permission to go bck early ;D so meet gf yesterday at my work place , go vivo to buy my heels . LAST MIN oke !! coz baru tahu my last year nye heels tk boleh pki :( dah burok . hah ! bought a simple heels je (: after dat off to my sis work place den go geylang . been so long tk date dengan gf . wa rinduu . LOLS . next week dapat 5 days off . HAPPY ! hari raya pe ..bagi lah aku rest skejap . hees.penat tao keje full shift ..kluar pagi balik malam. walaowei bersabar je akuu -.-
my relationship with helmi ..HAISH ! idk lah , just follow the flow..i just wanted us to be like last time but i guess , it wont happen . YES , WONT HAPPEN :( tomorrow off day and i need to go ica building to take my passport after dat meet bf . ok wanna rest now , will update soon .

2011-08-20T12:01:00.002+08:00

decided to give bf a last chance for him to change .
like criously i have enough of the shits he did to me . 9 months plus im being so honest to him and this is what he gave to me ..SHITS ! im shocked of what you did to me , and now i keep thinking what next you gonna do .. i cried for you alot helmi ...YES , i can find a better guy den you but i refused . coz i really love you . im trying my best to save our relationship . so please helmi , think twice before doing something . and by doing this ,
you just makes me hate you more ..
~
baaah ! im back to update ^^ today is saturday . my off daay . awesome much ? hah .
raya just around the corner . already bought my baju kurung for raya at JB and my red kebaya for raya at singapore (: yeayy ! i love my red kebaya . i didnt buy heels for this year coz last year nye still can be used . if i buy new one it gonna be wasted coz im only gonna wear it like twice ? tu pon jln raya . coz im the type of girl yg suke pakai santaaai . HAHAH ! like flip flop or sandals .. ^^ so yaa , buang duet beli heels baru . i cant wait to raya at JB !!! my ferst time tao . im very the JAAAAKOOOON =P
anw , just came bck from ica building buat my passport and now waiting for mac after makan nak tido den at 4.30 sharp bf gonna meet me . maybe we going to bazaar at woodland .
see how it goes lah . end my post here . tc babes and dudes (((:

2011-08-04T22:12:00.003+08:00

i miss helmi alot . *big sigh* :(
idk why dis few days my attitude was damn sucks . idk what i want . idk why im acting like this .
bcoz of my stupid attitude , me and helmi always fight like hell eventhough it was just small lame thing . but now .. everything fine . helmi not feeling well today , having fever . hopefully he recover soon coz saturday wanna meet him (: rinduuuu dieeeeeeeeeeeeer =(
so just now after work i decided to go shopping alone . bought myself bag and 2 tops . again aku beli bag . HAHHAHA ! and bought wallet for helmi . ^^ hopefully he like it , nk bagi dier time we meet which is on sat . sat please cpt !! ^^ ouh yes , sat plan wanna buy my heels for raya after that go bazaar at geylang . omg . cant wait ..but cannot put high hopes lah , later bf last minute kene guard duty nanti aku yg pasrah . LOLS ! and yes ! im so looking forward on monday . cant wait ! will be meeting gf . nak buke same same . hehe ! rindu dier giler babs ^^
meet yaaa soooon my gf yg pendeeeeeeek =p
tomorrow will be working full shift and tomorrow please atiin , PUASA oke !! -.-
end my post here . byebye :D

2011-07-28T21:14:00.005+08:00

missing helmi rite now :( everything change when helmi started NS .
seldom meet up , seldom on the phone . and the worst part ,we keep arguing bout small matter .
but wadever it is , we still back togther . thank god (:
i realised that i dont treat him very well this few days . all the good things he have done for me i just ignore and dont even appreciate it . and the sad part is i didnt respect him , keep saying harsh words , being rude towards him . *sigh*
Helmi , im sorry for my stupid attitude .i know one day you will give up with me . so now im trying my best to change . CHANGE FOR BETTER :D
i'm waiting for your book out day . so that we can meet and spent time togther like how we used to be . and please keep this on your mind , i will never ever go with another guy .
i just wanna stay with you , i wanna be with you coz i really love you damn much (:

see that pic ? is me and gf ^^ i wanna share something bout her (:
oke , ferst time we meet was at ..Ocean & Earth . yes , dat time was my second day of work i guess . first impression when i saw .. MINAH REP . *sorry ilah* hehe !
den got this part shift same , so we talked like mcm dah lame jumpe !! HAHHAHA !
but the day yg kiter btol2 rpt was time going sheesha . aaaah ! tu part we share alot of things .
we both have same attitude , both of us short . but she's 20 and im 17 . alah , kwn tk ikot umor kan ^^ cant wait to know her next week schedule . coz nk mit dier sgtsgt . rinduduuu :(
beside that , i looking forward on sunday too . mayb meeting my darling hui an after work .
luckily sunday i mid shift , so happy happy :D saturday my off day , and i dont know if bf dpt book out . maybe dier kene buat guard duty :( alaah , we already plan tao for saturday !!!
but is oke lah , if he cant book out i guess i will stay at home . REST !
and yeaayy puasa nak dekaaaaaaaaaaaat ^^ which is on monday rite ? great , my anni with helmi . HAHHAHA ! 9 mooooonths coooooooooooming ! woot woot ^^
cant wait to go bazaar , cant wait to buy my heels for raya also =p
okeoke , will stop here . update soon oke . byebyeee :D

2011-07-21T22:35:00.003+08:00

i dont know why when i wanna upload pictures more den 1 , it will be damn slow . why ehk ?0.o
i think bcoz of my internet . i cant even tweet and facebook just pissed me off . pfft !
oke forget bout it , lets go to the main topic . ouh yaa , before dat .. i wanna wish gf HAPPY BIRTHDAAYYY ! hope you enjoy ur lovely day . opppss , she cant .. coz she's working on afternoon shift . tsktsk . but wadever it is , enjoy your day orite ^^ cheey , sudah 20 kah ? hehs .
so yesterday was my off day . so decided to meet gf since she's morning shift on dat day and bf was at camp . and since i got nothing to do so decided to meet gf . since the next day which is today is her bdae . so yea , fetched her at NUH after that off to jurong point . bought myself 2 tops , mom bdae gift , 1 top for my bf . and i decided to buy same top like mine for gf as her bdae gift in advance . and gf was like so excited . hehe ! ^^ after everything done we off to cck . both of us like a crazy girl , laugh like hell . LOLS !den slack for awhile , snap some pictures , share probs and all . after dat home sweet home .. overall , i really had a great time with her . meet soon babe .. ^^ and for today , as usual , working -.- cant wait for saturday coz bf will fetch me from work . YEAAYYYY ! :D dah lame tao dier tk amek aku . LOLS !!!
nooooooww , i wanna bath and sleep ! so tireeeeeeeeeeeed . BYEBYE (:

2011-07-18T23:05:00.006+08:00

im back to update . just a short update i guess , i need to sleep early since im working tomorrow -.- reason for not update my blog is bcoz i was damn busy . working for 2 weeks no off day plus full shift . DAMN TIREEED ! tomorrow roadshow dah habez ! but the fcuk up is i need to cover my clique shift . i got one day off only .. sucks much ? errghh ! cant tolerate with this job but i cant do anything . yes , i wanna find new job , but i have no time to go for interview . so i guess i will stick to this job for the moment .btw cant wait for wednesday , wanna meet gf . been so long tk jumpe dier . so yeaa , waiting for wed !! ^^ twins dah jumpe abez arh =p
miss bf so much . we seldom meet due to his ns while me busy with roadshow . but wadever it is my relationship with him still strong . LOLS . miss those time when we always meet , always go out just to have dinner togther ,taking stupid video and so on .. now both of us busy . but is ok , asl kan maseh togther wa sudah happy liaoo . hah !
oke , i think i will end my post . will update soon .

2011-07-11T23:38:00.000+08:00

BUSY . BUSY . BUSY !

2011-07-01T00:11:00.003+08:00

2 months of friendship . in dat 2 months , we get to know with each other .
we always on the phone till in the morning . shared problem . laughed as we like .
we are like brother and sister . we dont keep any secret between us .
and part paleng best , kiter due muke tk tau malu . korek hidong sume . HAHAHHAA !!
aawww . rindu time kiter beylo2 :( oke skip ! bck to the topic . hah .
1 nov 2010 . we decided to have a relationship . and now , 8 months (:
8 plus 2 =10 months with him . im proud of myself dat i can stay strong with him .
in 10 months , there's no third party and im so glad about that .
the 8 months of relationship with him . omg ..
we gone through alot !! people out there may not know about us . only me and him .
no matter how big is the prob , fight like hell , having a stupid ego but still , we back togther .
his the ferst guy that can tolerate with my attitude . eventhough he did say that he give up , he dont care bout me BUT actually his not .
Helmi , I Really Love You . i dont wanna lose you . Coz you are the best man ever !
yes , i do say dat you are worst guy and all bad things when time for the arguements but i was mad . and i really regret saying those words to you . like you also kan . =p
Helmi , im gonna treasure this relationship . i wont let any girls snatch you from me .
i will do anything , just for you . (:

2011-06-27T14:39:00.003+08:00

i Hate monday . friday , please be fast !
well , for today im not working and im not going out . stay home for today . bcoz ....
ferstly , today was so damn hot . secondly i have no money at all .
but for tomorrow die-die must go out ! coz i wanna meet gf . Hehs .
I miss Bf :( i wanna meet him but dier pat camp . alaaaaaaaah . boring dier tkde ..
7 july onwards will be busyy all day working . mostly full shift . and sometimes i need to work at taka since got roadshow . and worst part , is my ferst time and i heard that management at there was like very strict ? OUH GOSSSSH !!
oke . will end my post noww . Byebyee :D

2011-06-24T14:37:00.003+08:00

i know i shouldnt make a decision just like that . BUT I HAVE TO . thanks to all my friends for giving me support . and not to forget my sweet clique . THANKS SO MUCH . supposedly tomorrow i have to work . and yes , i really wanna work tomorrow badly coz its midshift plus i can work with my clique . but i cant . i got something on :( i wanna type here why but , this blog is unprivate . so yeaa . only some of my friends know bout this .tomorrow is the day ... and the next day im working morning shift . pls dont be WEAK atiin .

i wanna say a big thank you to you babe . she's the one who helped me all the way .
she's the one who solved all my probs . dont worry babe , im gonna pay you back EVERYTHING
she treat me like her own sister , and im so touched . like criously . i cant find a fwen like her .
ONE IN A MILLION FRIEND . she willing to do anything just for me .
and of coz i wont forget her kindness towards me .
all those thing you have done for me , i really appreciate it .
THANKS BABE . meet up soon . Love you (:

2011-06-19T23:27:00.002+08:00

PRAY HARD FOR TOMORROW .
hopefully everything gonna be fine . i need to be strong . but .. i cant :(

2011-06-14T21:12:00.003+08:00

i wanna thanks to gf for always being there for me .
get to meet gf just now , fetched her at NUH since she got attachment .
after dat off to vivo . talked to her every single thing about my problems .
i just need someone to hear my probs . thanks for spending ur time on me . love you babe (:
life getting abit complicated . im just too confused about dat thing . i cant type the probs dat i having now . coz its too privacy . i cant stop thinking bout dat . always stuck on my mind .
i dont know weather its true or not . confused and stress :(
bf serving his NS . means i cant mit him like always . mostly weekends .
and now i started to miss him laah . just now otp skejap je :(
just wait for bf to book out . which is on fridaaaaaaaay ! yeayy ! :D
tomorrow working full shift . FULL SHIFT oke ! not funny at all . gonna be a long day for me .
im so bored lah rite now . try my best to make myself busy so i wont thinking about dat but i cant . im so weak ...ouh ya , i already deactivate my fb . since i've promised bf . haha ^^
so now NO FACEBOOK atiin ^^ tk mati laah =p
i guess i will stop here . update soon . ^^

2011-06-09T17:33:00.004+08:00

WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN NEXT ?
can i know why must you said complicated ? your life or relationship ?
and you even tell people that you having conflict with your gf ?
EVERYDAY GADO DGN MATAER KAU ? tu pon kau nk blg org ?
you know what ? if we are like last time . we wont fight like everyday .
dats why i asked you to change . but hell yea , still the same . but i just shut my mouth .
coz i noe is not easy to change . is like you need time to do it ...
but there's no need for you to be like this . ok fine ....
i dont wanna continue typing about tis .
~
Gf , we have to meet real soon . (:
will update soon wen i got the mood . Byeee :D

2011-06-04T17:30:00.009+08:00

this few days i dont know why im so lazy to do anything . i just wanna sleep -.-
actually i already update my blog . but i feel like making new post . so yeaa .
oke , i kinda unsatisfied with my schedule for this coming week . is like how can they just put me to work full shift for 2 days ? i did say that i wanna full-time but the result i get is nothing . means , im still under part time wat . this is the problem that i hate my job .
dont tell me i have to endure like again & again . ouh-puh-leasee ! cant tolerate anymore .
time susah or wat den pandai nk bagi aku keje full shift nie sumee . errghh ! i wanna find a new job . but i dont know when . stupid me rite . errgh !
and yes , feel sad lah coz gf not working anymore . gonna miss working with her . received msg from her just now . oke , those msg was like so sweet ! hee . and yes bby .. im gonna treasure you & i wont forget about you . gonna miss going out with you , taking pics with you and more laah ^^
but i will try to find the best date for us to meet up . no worries oke .lets go date bby ^^ for sure we got alots of story to share kan . biase arh klau nie due nk meet ! habez arrh ! LOLS !
14 june bf dah ns . its gonna be damn bored ! im gonna be alone at night . no otp till late night :(
hopefully bf wont change laah wen he enter ns life . pray hard atiin (:
besides dat , i heard dat hangover 2 was a great movie . im waiting for dat movie to release at cinema . but the sad part is , the movie was m18 . how sucks is dat ?!!!
i really wanna watch that movie siaaak !!! fcuk laaah ! nvrmine . i guess my age too cute sbb tu cannot watch =p BAHAHAHAAHH !! ^.^ nvrmine . i will find my way to watch dat movie ^^
tomorrow will be meeting bf . cant wait pleaseeeeeeeeee . teehee .
will end my post here . byebye :D

2011-05-28T03:47:00.002+08:00

yes . computer always there when im bored . (:
check time 3.54 AM still im not asleep yet . how shit is dat ? errgghh ! bf dah gone case :(
called bf just now saying i cant sleep and wanna noe wat bf asked me to do ?
he asked me to brush my teeth , wash my face or eat panadol . pandai kan dier ? ^.^
bf talked rubbish just now with his sleepy voice . HAHAHA ! ^^
and yes , decided to update blog now since i got nuthing to do . pfft .
oke , lets update about just now (:
i thought of fetching bf at his workplace but end up i overslept . how fcuk i am ?!
bf really pissed off with me . the way he replied my msg like dont give a damn . =(
i was rushing just now .. end up meet him at vivo since bf wanna buy top for going to zoo .
did i mention bout zoo ? yes i did ! oke will talk bout dat later (:
so after done everything off to bukit timah . actually nk karaoke but tk jaady .
coz aku malas and penat . den chillchill at bb (: before 10 im off . how early is dat ??! hahah !
and yeay please sunday bf and me will be going to Zoo . been so long i didnt go there .
i was like so happy lah when bf nk blanje pegy sane ^^ weeeeeeeee :D
tot of going saturday which is today kan , buuuuuuut ! i need to work . sian ....
and the most i hate , NIGHT SHIFT !!!!! =.= errgghh ! bored habez !
omg ! omg ! 7 months coming !! yeaayyy (; like criouslly i've never been in relationship this long . NEVER EVER ! hahaa ! proud of myself :D
oke laah , i guess im done . BYEBYEEEEEEEEE (:

2011-05-17T03:22:00.002+08:00

sometimes i feel like there's no used for me to update happily about you .
bcoz for sure you will do it again and again and again . eventhough you said you gonna change .
i dont know when is the day that you really going to change just for me :(
i really hope for that day . but i guess , not now .. maybe soon ?
i just want the Old you . that's all i want . i tried to change myself just for you ..
but you ? did you do the same thing for me ??? yes ! you did sometimes .
but just for the moment .how sad is that ? nevermine . i will always wait for you to change .
from now onwards , i wont say anything . i just shut my mouth .
i just want you to realise it by yourself (':

2011-05-15T21:22:00.004+08:00

im the happy girl now . yess . im so happy . yeayyy ! ^^me and bf back to normal .
and yeayy again , bf bought for me Aldo sandal . loving it so much ^^
i really need sandal for going out . HAHHAAH ! love ya bf ^^
nothing much for today , coz im totally blank . -.-
yesterday ton-ing with Bf . awesome ! now , i started to miss him already :(
tomorrow im not working . maybe staying at home .. no plan & bf working . BORED !
tuesday i need to work .. night shift .asyik-asyik night shift .. so mendak -.-
i cant wait for my pay day which is on tuesday or wednesday ?
im so curious to know how much i get for the 2 weeks working .
bcoz i already plan for sat outing with bf . hopefully jadi pleaseeee .
what else ? ouh yes . i feel like wasted buying my guess flip flop
i weared it like once , bcoz not often wearing it when im going out .
HA-HA-HA . stupid me . next time when i wanna buy something for myself i have to think twice. if not worth it and im not gonna use it often , im not gonna buy it . ^^ hoho XD
and yaa , i need to buy like alot of accessories for myself . dah jelak asyik pki yg same . haah !
oke will end my post heree . byeeeeeeeeee ! :D

2011-05-11T03:15:00.006+08:00

you know how hurt it is when you love that someone & that someone just said something really hurts you . and in the end , that someone said it was a joke .. hurts enough ?
i do really appreciate it when you came down to my place bcoz you wanna settle this stupid things . but end up , i was the one who making things more messy . just bcoz i followed my stupid ego . i just want the old you . Yes ! the old helmi that i've known .
the guy that always hold my hands wenever we walked togther . the guy that wipe my tears and
said everything gonna be fine . the guy won't be saying words that hurts me .
im sorry if im not a perfect girl for you . i just scared you will leave me .. and dont care about me anymore .. gosh , its gonna hurts me . my life gonna be miserable when his not with me :(
i tried my best to change myself for better . but i guess ...i failed it .
im a stupid ugly girl now . i just scared if he go with other girl . Ya . IM SCARED TO LOSE YOU HELMI . bcoz , I REALLY LOVE YOU . DAMN MUCH .
and sometimes , i always thought that i dont deserve to be with him . bcoz , he can find a better girl den me , more prettier den me . more mature den me ..
i dont know why out of sudden i feel like this way . but seriously ..im scared .
Helmi , im sorry if sometimes i was the one who make things fcuk up . im sorry to make you mad . im sorry for everything ...
and i will never regret to be with you . bcoz you have sacrifice alots for me .
common , in every relationship there is always have some misunderstanding .
and when it comes the problem , we have to be strong and clever enough to handle it (:
my eng sucks , so just ignore . haah .
i guess im done now . gonna sleep . tomorrow working . haissh ....

2011-05-09T15:54:00.005+08:00

this few days weather damn hot . buat aku malas nk kluar -.-
and yeayy please , bcoz im not working todayyy . superb ! ;D
back to main topic ^^ i wanna update about friday , saturday and sunday . orite , lets go !
Friday date with gf . meet her at vivo . Bought my jeans den off to town .
Bought bottoms , tops & jumpsuit. gf and me bought same top & bottom .
the sad part is , aku tk sengaje terkoyak kan baju aku . am i so strong enough ? HAHHAHAAH !
but nvrmine . will shopping with ya soon . & lets buy same tops again arh . amcm ? LOLS !!!
we laughed like hell . well , who's care ? hahhahaha !
ouhyaa , we laughed , we talked , finding our stuffs till no time to take pictures .
nvrmine , there is always be next time . kan kan kan ? ^^
around 10 plus took train off to BB . meet Bf . chill-chill with him
12 plus took cab , off to home sweet home (:

Saturday watched Fast & Furious 5 . the movie was awesome !
thanks to bf . hehe ^^ im not into dat kind of movie , so try-try to watch arh ..
tk penah2 aku tgok cite tu tros terjump tgok part nie . HAHHHAH !
but nvrmine , bf dah cite kan everything . so i know already =p
but criously , i was so happy watching dat movie bcooz .. the rock ade *senyom lebar2*
omg . HOT PLUS COOL sey dier . (((:
Sunday meet bf , off to clarke quay . hantar brg to my sis den off to boon lay .
bf wanna karaoke . den otw back home ahhhhh , saw An ! yeayy ...been so long tk nmpk dier oke ! hahahha ! den me and bf off to west mall . Burger King ! ^^
after dat timezone . maen game dgn dier boleh jady GILER -.-
and for today , will be going out with fam later .
and this week i need to work 4 days straight night shift . so the sian oke .
i hate doing closing actually . but wat to do . ENDURE (:
lastly , i changed my blog songs . weeeeeeeeeee =D
oke . till here . BYEE .

2011-05-04T11:05:00.003+08:00

"I'll always forgive you, I only want you to realize what you have done wrong"
~
how can i woke up at this time ? so weird . should be sleeping like a pig now . haah .
oke , i dont know why today so early i woke up . tried to sleep back , but my eyes so noty -.-
nothing to do so decided to edit abit my blog . wanna change blogskin but naah .. im lazy ((:
i deactivate my facebook for the meant time . No reason , just feel like doing it .
bf shocked when i told him . siow arh u ? =p saper ckp aku susah sgt nk deactivate fb ?! lols !
today working night shift . and bf gonna fetch me . yeaayy please ;D
im not satisfied with my job now . i need full time job . so yeaa ..change job ?
and i heard my cliques wanna quit this job . so im gonna be alone ? HELL NO !
trust me , when they are not around ..IM GONNA BE DAMN BORED !!!!!!
we planned to quit together . and gf gonna help me find new job . so how ?? hmmmm o.0
nevermine , see how it goes lah yee . for now , keje je lah pat situu .
friday please come fast . going out with gf . greaaat . cant wait to date with her ^^
i dont know why i keep listening to old reggae songs . the beat i super lovin it .
should i change my blog songs ? i think yes . will change it after i done update . woooo =D
oke , im so jealous when i saw a tall girl . i know its lame . but criouslly i damn jealous .
i dont hate , but i dont like my height . im so short . want my height to be average .
not so tall and not so short . but for now , my height damn short . so sad kan .
especially when a tall girl wearing a long dress . ouh-gosssh ! pretty .
but for me ? its gonna be YUCKS ! yes . UGLY !
short people wearing long dress look funny for me . but is oke if they wear heels .
so when im wearing long dress ,im gonna wear my lovely Guess flip flop (:
besides that , im so inlove with my zara top now . thought its big for me , but actually is not .
oke . i guess i end my post here . byebyee (((:

2011-04-30T21:09:00.007+08:00

you will always be my baby, you drive me crazy
nothing will replace you now , nothing could ever shake us ♥

wahwahwah , tomorrow me and bf already 6 months . like damn fast gitu ehk . woot woot ^^

im so so so soooooo HAAAAAAAAPPY ! yeaayy . haah ;D

but cannot so over excited , later .. idk wat gonna happen .. =.=

Helmi , im so proud to have a boyfriend like you . eventhough there is disagreement between us ,

we argue like a mad couple , we shouted at each other , saying harsh words ,

but still , we are together . wanna know why ?

bcoz we work it out . talk it out . We Ain't Never Giving up . right bf ? teehee ^^

Helmi , Happy 6 months inadvance oke . hee . syg you bykbyk (((:

oke . i decided to update today bout bf bcoz for sure tomorrow i have no time to update .

tomorrow morning i have to wake up for work . so sian .

morning shift , means i need to do opening . hate it like so much puhleasee . errghh !

end at 4 , bf gonna fetch me and ... ton ! ton ! ton ! :D

yup . overnite with bf . bcoooooz . at 12 a.m . date is 2 may kan ?

and yeaa ! 2 may bf bdae !!! woooooooo ;D

bf like so fcuking happy . HAHHAHA ! so cute smpi aku mcm nk sepak dier . LOLS !

overnite with bf tomorrow which is sunday till monday .

tuesday , wednesday & thursday will be working night shift . -.-

the best part is , friday me and gf not working .... name kiter tkde pat schedule.

means ... friday we gonna meet . Date with her was superb ! SHOPPING ! yeaayy ^^

okeoke , will end my post now . BYEEE & TC (:

2011-04-28T15:18:00.004+08:00

Everyday im shuffling ^^ addicted with that song . errgghh . lol .
butbutbut , i dont know how to shuffle -.- stupid me . haah .
alah , im not good in dancing . so yeaa . I AM LAME . *thumbs up* ^.^
eyy behbey im so looking forward for next week , my pay day ! yeayyy !
me & gf wanna go shopping ..... SHOPPING ! huhu :D
cant wait to see schedule for next week . monday PLEASE dont put my name oke ? hoho .
sunday will be ton-ing with bf . bf going to be 18 . so please ehk .... change ! (((:
tomorrow will be working mid shift . awesome . Gf meet you bsok ;D
and bf gonna fetch me after work tomorrow . yeayy please . lol .
ouh ya , smlm kan .. bf nk buat suprise . tapi .. TAK MENJADI ! =p
dier nk amek aku dari keje . abeh tknk blg . konon nye nk buat aku terkejot .
but end up .. aku dpt tauu . HAHAHHAHAHAHA ! cute sia kau ^^
but wadever it is , thanks so much bf . sayang kau bykbyk .
will end my post here . will update my blog when i feel to update =p hoho
byeeeeeeeeeee :D

2011-04-25T15:50:00.004+08:00

Today not working . So i will be at home all the way . like atlast , ddk umah 1 hari . haah .
if not .. selalu keluar . so yeaa , mom will be happy since i at home . hahahha ^^
andand bf said , today i cant go out . i must stay at home . =.=
tomorrow will be working night shift . BUT , i need to work extra time . so siaaan ! errghhh .
and tomorrow get to meet my gf since she working morning shift .
atleast we can chitchat for awhile . hee . happy please (((:
ouh yeaa , this week will be working only 3 days . how good is dat ?
i can sleep at home like a pig . bcoz bf busy working so mesti lah dier suro aku ddk umah =.=
Bf bdae is coming ! 6 months is coming ! weeeeeeeeeeee :D:D
actually me & bf already plan where we will be going on his bdae . unfortunately , there's something that make us stop this plan . you wanna know what the something is ?
the something is ... MY SCHEDULE ! errrghh ! stress siaa ,.
but i do msg my manager told him if can on 2 may dont put my name at next week schedule =p
wah sian . i wanna ton-ing with bf okee . hopefully dpt off seyy :(
just received msg from manager saying 2 of my cliques not working with us already.
i dont know who going to replace them . but is oke . dat chinese boy are back to work with us ^^
oke . should end my post here .. BYEBYEEEEEEEE ;D

2011-04-21T22:43:00.003+08:00

Back to update my blog . yeaaay :D
oke gmbr tu is my BEST BABE EVER . hee . i really treasure her (:
so yesterday went to town . going town on weekdays was superb ! suke please ;D
cant wait for next salary . bcoz we gonna buy same top & bottom . AWESOME .
supposely wanna buy it yesterday , but to bad the shop closed :(
so , we plan biler gaji pegy . so yeaa ..^^
today working morning shift . straight sia keje .. adoooi . penaaaaaaaaat !
tomorrow will be working mid shift . naseb . so bf gonna fetch me ? idk -.-
just now meet bf at vivo . after bf bought his things . we chill2 at vivo ajee (:
me and bf back to normal . i really love him oke .. but dier suke buat aku binget =.=
cant wait for saturday . date with bf . WEEEEEEEEEEE :D
wanna know what ? everyday im going out . like wat bf said . "kau mane tau penat"
HAHAHHA ! tak penah sey 1 hari dudok rumah . oke nvrmine .
when bf NS . aku ddk rumah arh =p aahhhhhhhhhhhhhh , bf gonna NS soon !
this coming june . cepat kan ?!! mesti bored siaa ..
so bf , hopefully when you NS . please , dont change oke ? ilysm (;
oke . will end my post here . bf gonna call me soon . TC =D

2011-04-17T14:44:00.005+08:00

she looked like my age . but .. the fact is , she going 20 . wootwoot ^^ hees .
my face look so weird . plus i hate my hair . lols ! well . tgh stress psl bf pe =p
so today will be meeting her . gonna fetch her at work . will be chilling at vivo .
been so long tk keje dgn dier . hopefully next schedule i get to work with her !! hahaha ;D

Helmi , this gonna be the last im saying this .
I really LOVE you . and i wanna us to be like last time .
no arguements . no fighting . no misunderstanding .
what had happened yesterday was totally shocked !
im so dissappointed with your fcuking ass attitude . you seem dont care bout it .
so please helmi , take this precious chance to change everything .
Thanks . I Love You So Much . (:

2011-04-12T01:07:00.006+08:00

I had enough fighting with you . i had enough crying every night .
I HAD ENOUGH OF EVERYTHING DAT WE GONE THROUGH NOW !
is like a weeks .. i hate it . yes . I HATE IT SO MUCH :'(
we are not like last time .. both of us change alots ..
im so dissappointed when you dont trust me =( pls bf .. dont be like this oke ?
im so happy when bf said he wanna us to be like last time ..
so i hope , there's no more of fighting oke bf ? stay cool always oke ? hee ^^
~
tis week im so damn busy . schedule change last min .
really pissed off -.- i need to work extra time , super craaaaaaaazy huh .
i cant sae no . coz they really need my help .
since all my cliques busy schooling . nvrmine . better work den doing nuthing at home .
my cliques all gereek . COOL GIRLS . haha ! damn fun . i love everyone of you girls (:
~
i miss my GF . dat day meet her at vivo . since she working morning shift .
fetched her at vivo . den stay for awhile chitchat with the rest of my cliques .
coz dat day meet up shift . weeeeeee . i sukeeeeeeee (:
have a great time with her . i just love her . IM SO GONNA TREASURE . (((:
~
till here . will update soon . need to sleep . will be werking later . fcuk ! -.-

2011-04-08T17:03:00.004+08:00

bf mate jahat ehk . sepak nk ? =p
OKE . I WANNA GO SHOPPING WITH BF . YEAAAAAAAAAAY ! ^^
my fb mcm aku sgl kan ? -.- LOLS ! IM NOT EHK .. still with him (:
waiting bf to finish work . den he gonna fetch me . cpt plssssssss !
will update soon ! byebye =D

2011-04-01T10:57:00.004+08:00

Bck to update my blog (:
so , on the wednesday 30 march , meet my sis nana .
took cab to meet her den went to MBS since we are bored .
so we just walked around the shopping centre . took pictures .
after dat off to clarke quay , went to my last time work place . weeee :D
having our dinner and sheesha . sister treat . i suke plss ^^ .
so we talked alot of things . and sis suggest one day bf should tagg along for dinner one day . (:
around 11 plus too cab bck home . keep calling bf and msg him but no answer =(
next morning having some conflict with bf . but everything bck to normal .
so on thursday 31 march , im werking . as usual . nite shift . bored .
2morrow will be werking again . mid shift . yes ! no nid to do closing and opening . weeee :D
i guess next week planing to go out with my cliques have to cancel due to my schedule .
next week mostly werking nite shift . haish .. gonna be tired .
k im pissed off . gaji sangkot !! dah lah tengah pokai ! errrggh .
for today , im not werking . off day . awesome !
gonna meet bf later after he finish his werk . bf gonna fetch me den off to JP ?
since bf wanna buy something . well , org dah gaji .. lols !!!

So yeaa . i upload some of the pictures here . had a great time with you sis .
thanks for your advice , thanks for treat me dinner , thanks for everything .
you are my best sister . you are the only sister who really understand me .
thanks so much . i really appreciate ♥
before i end my post ............................................

i wanna thanks helmi for BEING A GREAT BOYFRIEND .
we are 5 months now . i really happy that we still together .
eventhough we fight like hell ! we still managed to save our relationship .
im so glad that till now there's no third party . i wanna it to stay like this . oke ? (:
we still have a long way to go .. so i hope , everything gonna be fine .
Helmi , trust me .. I ONLY WANT YOU AND NO ONE ELSE .
Happy 5 months . I ♥ You ((((((:

2011-03-29T13:34:00.003+08:00

Bck to update my blog ^^
im bored so decided to blog while waiting for time to siap2 go work . haah
today will be werking nite shift . need to do closing . so sian . HATE IT !
me and my others cliques plan to go out wen four of us free . maybe next week ?
hopefully jady . abit difficult since wani not werking with us . so sad :(
cant wait for sat , coz will be werking with my awesome gerls . yeayy !
i miss bf like so much . we cant meet always coz both of us busy with werk .
so like 1 week only 1 or 2 times meet ? aiyaaah !
bf wanna play long board . he wanna buy dat thingy next week !!!
I REALLY HATE IT ! mesty dier lupe aku . babi . HAHAHHAAH !!
but nvrmine laah . dah dier suke mah ^^.
he just love to spent money on sumthing not worth it . wanna noe why ?
coz im totally sure he not gonna play dat thing always .
one day bende tu kemane , kau kemane . so yeaa . waste money ! =.=
im so looking forward on sunday . wanna meet bf . YEAYEA :D:D
tomorrow not werking . maybe meet my sis . not sure going where .
sis asked bf to tagg along but to bad dier keje =p kau keje , aku kluar ok . lols .
oke i guess i stop here . wanna get ready for werk . BYEBYE :D

2011-03-24T17:18:00.002+08:00

i will never get bored with you . please remember that (:
im sorry bout yesterday . im just pissed of with you ..
i noe i should not let you go just like that . coz i will regret . im soorry bby .
AKU SAYANG KAU BYKBYK OKE HELMI =D
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just came bck from work . im so tired & sleepy but i don't wanna sleep .
waiting bf to finish work and beep me . i miss him so much =(
will update soon . chalobeteh ^^

2011-03-18T21:32:00.003+08:00

i've changed everything . blogskin , photos , links , songs & so on .
w a n n a k n o w w h y ? b c o z i a m s o c l e v e r n o t t o s a v e m y n o t e - . -
i thought of changing my blogskin . nk test2 lah kan .
skali tercancel my note . pat situ sume ade links and everything .
due to that , links sikit . but hey ! i guess it look better rite ?
because klau link ramai2 so messy donkey =p so just link people dat i noe ((:
can't wait for 2morrow , gonna meet bf . yeaaayy ! sukesuke .
ouh yaa , i love to type "BF" wen update blog and at twitter
it is bcoz , bf is not just for boy friend BUT best friend (((:
so by typing BF . those two words actually i mean . so yeaa ^^
his my BOY FRIEND and BEST FRIEND =D
i feel like changing job . but not now , coz i need experience in retail asst . SHIT !
my job now is veryvery ok . but the salary for me is not oke plus i wanna full time !
i don't want part time . but to bad . i can't change to full time :(
nvrmine . soon im gonna change .mayb around 3 or 4 months ? 0.o
i think i end here . will update wen i got things to update (: TC ! :D

2011-03-12T14:59:00.004+08:00

its saturday . and im not working today . awesome !
will be meeting bf later on . and yea , bf gonna fetch me . weee :D
what i gonna wear ehk ? aiyaah . pening kepale =.=
next week im gonna be damn busy since i werking 6 days straight .
i can't wait to work on sunday . coz on dat day cliques sume bestbest . yeaay ^^
monday to friday . saturday off den sunday work . so , i meet bf on next saturday ?
ouh gosssssh .. endure je laah ..
tomorrow maybe going JB with sis nana and mom . great ! ^^
oke , wanna siapsiap . BYEBYEEE :D

2011-03-10T18:48:00.003+08:00

Back to update . ^^
me & bf oready bought same hp . yeayness pleaseee :D
thanks bf for sending the phone at my hometown eventhough aku prangai -.-
and thanks for fetching me from work yesterday .. and again aku prangai -.-
SORRY BYKBYK YEEE BF ^^
i just don't understand . mostly wen meeting bf , ade je gado ..
but pat phone . WOW ! sweeet nk mampos sia kau ! HHAHAHA !
life getting more fun & awesome . especially wen bf beside me .
im fine with my job noww . sume dah boley buat . yeaayy ^^
2morrow will be werking morning shift . but is oke . atleast habez pukol 4 =p
im out of words now . will update soon ^^
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EHK JAP ! NK UPDATE PSL NIE JGK PLSSS . HEHE ^^

His the one who always there for me .
His the one who always cheer me up when im down .
His the one who always never failed to make me laugh & smile .
His the one who always reminds me that he really loved me .
His the one who treat me veryvery well .
His the one who said " im gonna show you dat im better den all ur ex"
His the one who will hug me and said sorry alots of time when we have some conflicts .
and his the one .. who I LOVE THE MOST .
i love him so much . and i don't wanna to lose him (((:

Shireen sungkar feat Teuku wisnu - Cinta kita { original video klip }

2011-03-02T14:51:00.002+08:00

♥
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Happy 4 months bf ^^ . lmbt pe update . nvrminee (:
shitshit , i miss bf aloots taoo . tunggu sat mcm lame gituu . haiyaah . "ketok dahi"
will be werking today . so before pegy keje i wanna update my blog . :D
dis few days im not feeling well . my flu become worst . perot cramp plk tuu . tsktsk .
THANKS BF . KAU YG PASS VIRUS PAT AKUU TAOO ! lols !
so before going to work , i wanna eat my medicine . thanks bf kasi ubat (((:
i guess till heree . byebyeee :D

2011-02-25T21:22:00.003+08:00

bf : bby syg i tk ? "hug me tightly"
me : mesty lah syg . (:
bf : " kissed my forehead and hug me damn tight" i tknk hlg u taoo .
me : yee biee . i pon .
~
me : bie . i love you alots . alots tao bie .
bf : i love you to manymany more . "hug me & kissed"
~
so yeaa . we nvr failed to remind each other that we loved each other .
when , we meet , otp , msg-ing . always sae dat . heee ^^
i miss bf now . im not gonna meet him till next week ? tsktsk .
tomorrow bf need to follow her mom going jb and i need to werk .
actually im not suppose to work but i cover up my fwen shift . so yeaa .
tomorrow werking night shift . means , i have to do closing . FCUK UP . errrggh .
nvrminee . im oke with it . trying my best . lols . =D
sunday going woodlands . ade kepakboomboom laaah . HAAAH . super lazy .
so bf , hopefully next week we both free . and lets meet up . coz ...
AKU RINDUU KAU GILER BABS TAOOO ! hoho XD
yesterday bf tmn me go library . pinjam buku . since i wanna start to read books bck .
but idk wen im gonna read dat book since im busy with werking -.-
nvrminee . i must really make my self free to be alone sometimes . yeayeaa :D
im happy working now . since i nvr make a mistake again . weeeeee :D
mau steady k atiin ? LOLS . k mepek . shut up . =.=
ouh shit , bf smlm tanye biler nk mkn lagik with his fam . and i was like .. eerrr ? lols
dat time bf ajak go mkn with his fam . and i was like . "aku malu babi ! " criouslly .
but overall .. it going smoothly . yeaayyness :D:D
oke . im gonna bath and eat . since bf gonna call me later . byebyee :D

2011-02-21T11:18:00.002+08:00

morning morning peepos ! ^^
today atiin wake up so early . im so happy im not werking todayy . yeaay . * k mepek * lols
my hair is done . rebond bck . tk jady perm . coz takot tk kene .
nvrmine . next time . weeee :D wait longlong arh . haah .
now waiting for bf to wake up . dier mcm kanina . amek off 2 days ! gelojoh =p
will be meeting him today . saaap ! sudah gaji kah ? HAHAHHAHA !
eyy , i wanna start to read books noww . mcm dulu .
but idk wen nk start siaa . byk buku dah bace siaa . kene beli arh nie ? -.-
k arh . im bored actually . i wanna call bf ! byeeeeeeeeeee =D

2011-02-18T02:33:00.002+08:00

i want to wake up next to you ? already did (:
eat breakfast with you ? nopee :(
get changed with you ? i think yess ;D
play computer games with you ? yes . but thru msn :( boring . hha !
watching movies with you in bed ? yes . already did (:
hold your hand and watch tv ? yesyes . (:
send you cute texts , buy you a gifts , nap together ? yes ! already did (:
wear your comfy hoody wen im cold ? nopee . haven yet :(
look into your eyes ? many times lah deh (:
be with you at sunrise and sunset ? nopee :(
cook for you ? nopee . but i wanna cook for bf :(
walk in the rain with you ? yes ! miss dat moment (:
fall asleep whilst on the phone to you ? nopeee :(
snuggle in bed ? yes (:
mess up you hair , kiss goodnight ? yes . already did (:
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soo . those have smile face . me and bf already did . sad face haven yet .
so bf lets do it ! hahahha ! k , im bored . so decided to update blog .
can't wait for sat . coz i gonna meet bf . and jom mkn mutton chop ! :D
k arh , everytime meet bf . for sure we go mkn . smpi saye jady gemok -.-
next week will be werking only for 2 days -.- conferm bored .
wanna noe why ? coz im gonna be at home . coz bf werk . shit !
oopps , 3 am soon . and i guess .. i wanna sleep .
nitee humaaaaaaaans (:

2011-02-16T16:49:00.002+08:00

Bck to update . im free todaay ^^ .
atlast , today will be at home all the way . if not , werking . meet bf .
since today im not werking . i have to stay at home . coz bf keje .. mendaaaak .
klau kluar , mesty dier bsg2 . ade je nnt tk kene . to avoid those arguement , aku ddk umah (:
i miss going to school :( now i realised , SCHOOL IS BETTER DEN WERKING .
school more fun den werking . regret not to study wen i got the chance :(
den now , aku yg susaaah . wahsioww . mau rilek je arh atiin nk gini je .. STRESS .
waiting for my salary . lambt nyeeee . tgah menunggu nie . khekhekhe ^^
ouh yaa , i need to save my money . and still planning nk buat ape for bf bdae .
k diam . helmi , bdae kau lmbt lagik kan ? wait long long je arh =p HAHHAHAH !
okok . i wanna bath now . nk go ntuc with mom ♥ .

2011-02-10T19:55:00.002+08:00

im so so happy . bcoz me and bf are doing very well noww .
smooth & steady . no fight fight . all the wayy taoo bbl pat phone ketawe2 .
mcm ferst2 kiter cntc . heheheh !
klau tk kan .. dulu2 mesty ade je tk kene ..but now he change ...
im proud of him . so pls bby , stay mcm gini ajee oke ? hee (((:
so me and bf cannot meet slalu . coz he busy werking and same goes to me .
helmi ! meet soon plssssssss ! rinduuuuuuuuu :(
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yesterday i make mistake pat werk . & i try my best not to do it again .
i must work very hard coz i really want to work as full-time .
for now , i werking as part-time . so yeaa . must work veryvery hard :D

2011-02-08T22:13:00.003+08:00

Helmi , pls keep tis on ur mind . i will always love you .
eventhough u make me mad , pissed off , make me cry .
still , i won't go with another guy
i hate fighting with you . i hate talking rudely towards you , i hate shouting at you .
so plss bie , don't make me like this ..
errgghh . im waiting for your call . coz i noe you will call me bck ..
im waiting helmi =(

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tis week i will be werking 5 days straight . yesss !
must improve a lil bit .
and i won't be update my blog dat much .
byebye . tc :D

2011-02-04T21:25:00.003+08:00

Helmi , i love you and i miss you everyday (:
~
get my 200 bucks . and i don't wanna spent it all . saving maah .
just get my salary . and yeaa . peh siket . nvrminee . agaain , im saving .
now using adult ezlink since ezlink student dah tk boley pki . siaan .
soooooooo , i really need to save my money .
coz im using adult ezlink and lagik2 utk keje . so yeaa .
2morrow will be werking . i love my dis week schedule . next week nye schedule tk gerek .
psl kene buka kedai + tutop kedai . criously tangan mengigil . HAHHAA !
pintu dier suke prangaai . so , baekbaek ok atiin (:
ouh yaa , nk carik laguu . will update soon . BYE ! :D

2011-02-01T14:05:00.009+08:00

im baccck to updatee . yeayyy ^^
wahh , like fast gituu me n bf dah 3 months . hee
happy 3 months bby ! hope we last long oke ? gaga ^^
sooooooo , my bdae was super fuuuuuuun ! yes , really FUN !
on 29 jan , me and bf went to night safari . celebrate my bdae in advance .
everything laah bf byr . hee . after dat meet his fwen . bla.bla. ton-ing with bf .
bf alarm clock so dier tau dah 30 jan . sweeet btool dieer . haha !
so yeaa , bf is the ferst person to wish me .
the next day , which is on 30 jan . on my bdae itself . went to town with sis and her bf .
bought wallet and birkenstock . YEAA ! too bad bkn wallet guess . sian =(
but nvrmineee . is okee . dah kluar . dah beli brg dah happy .
and now waiting for my 200 bucks . dad nk bagy for shopping . wooooooooo :D

to bad we can't took pictures of the animal =(

went to town with them BEST ^^
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oke , now nk siap2 go werk . dah lmbt !!!
byee . update soon (:

2011-01-27T20:19:00.001+08:00

i was at home . nk siap2 go werk . msg with bf
bf : ok laling . tc of urself tau . ok ok ah . b i fkiran.
me : y pikiran syg ?
bf : birthday u lagi 3 hari i tk buat apepe i rase i tk guna uh b
me : haiyo .. jgn pkr gi2 lah . tk gune pn tetap u mataer i pe .
is ok lah . i rase bdae i , i ddk umah . coz no one gonna celebrate . dah2 . tkyah pkr2 ok .
bf : i tk guna sia u . u maseh nk dgn i ker dgn perangai i gini b ? birthday u sia .
i have to make u happy .
me :u nk sgt ke i lps kan u ? i nie u nye beban pe ?
bf : tknk .tknk . i sayang u b . cnfirm u pkir im like dnt care bout u sei .
takp b . i will do anything k just for u .
me : i tk pkr gi2 lah . dah bie , just forget bout my bdae . ur werk sng ? u dgn ur mum dah ok ?
bf : tkp i must do smething . yah dah ok . keje berat oi .
bla..bla...continue msg2 .
wen i was otw bck home . msg2 with bf .
and tis how it goes ...
bf : B i rase kan by sat i tkar number . i nk MIA . nk cntct u sorg aje bleh ?
me : Aik . asl bie ? mesti lah bley .. i lagik suke . tapi knape ?
bf : pasal i nk mcm gitu . i tau u boleh jage i , u bleh buat i happy (:
me : mesty ade bende ..u better tell me . cheey . u sure ehk ? ok lor :D .
i nk dkt smpi umah . u dah patne ?
bf : no la tkda pape . i just feel i wanna be with u only .
i bru je sampai bb mrt . tgah jalan ni .
bla..bla..
so yeaa . bf , is okee . i don't mind u won't be celebrating my bdae .
as long as you always dere for me . im fine with it .
eventhough wat i've plan not gonna happen . is okee .
my wish just to be with you . i wanna last long with you bby (:
and yea , im happy wen u msg me . saying u gonna change ur num all .
can see you wanna change for better . and dats good enough . im proud of you.
but im not gonna give 100% hope on this . you must noe why ..
but no matter wat happens , i will always love you . (:
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i just love my job . atiin happy coz dah tau siket buat cashier . HAHHAA !
but i got probs wen customer byr pki nets sumee . errgghh .
nvrmine . baru2 mesty lah slow . true ? ^^
org2 keje pat sane sumpah fwenly . i supeeeer likeeeee it =D
oke enough . till heree . (:

2011-01-26T18:19:00.005+08:00

today not going out . will be at home all the way since today not werking .
supposely meeting dayah , but she werking today .
and actually i am supposed to meet her yesterday but she can't .
so decided to meet bf yesterday . bf fetched me from werk . sweet ♥ (:
so babe , lets meet soon . and of coz wen kiter due dpt gaji oke ? hoho =D
and today no plan since bf werking . BORED .
so .. spending my times on movies . yes . mostly movies .
watching The Switch and Easy A . supeer great . MUST WATCH ! ^^
ouh yeaa . now waiting for my cute movie to load . so sloww .
next movie will be watching A Cinderella Story . HAHAH !
im bored so oke laah tgok tu citee . khekhekhee .
ouh shit , 2morrow i will be werking . damn . till nitee . same goes on fri . awesomee .
bf told me he will be werking 2morrow too . and dats was greaat . hee .
bdae is coming . gonna be 17. 17 ? no big deal for me . ass . haah .
and im not so happy about my bdae . coz i noe is gonna be a normal day . *sadface*
nvrminee . im big enough to have a bdae celebration . true ? 0.o
i wanna sae dat tis year bdae gonna be like an ass . fcuk shit .
oke . i wanna watch my moviee .
BYEBYEEE AND TAKE CARE ^^

2011-01-24T16:45:00.004+08:00

Helmi , sayaaang kaaaaaaau banyak-banyak ! ^^
2morrow im werking . morning shift . errghh .
after werk maybe meeting my kwn lame dah jumpe balek ;D
so yeaa . today all the way at home . well . good gerl mah . * yucks* =.=
check time 5.08 . still atiin blom mandi ., malaaaaaas nyeeee -.-
ouh yaa . bf tk kasi atiin minom coke . not just coke . all those sweet drinks .
bf prefer me drink mineral water . wahsiaan . bf so syg me . khekhekhe .
dat time otp bf ckp klau tknk dgr kate dier nnt atiin dpt kencing manis .
choooooooooooi ehkkkk . HAHAHA !
ouh gosh . im so inlove with him . hees *miang*
k shut . i wanna mandi . den wanna watch my movie . yeayea :D

2011-01-22T16:55:00.003+08:00

oke . i damn miss dat little gerl alots .
this picture taken quite long time . wen dier majok smpi tknk masok rumaah .
i will be happy if she still staying with us . but now .. things change .
her life now so complicated . & im so pity her . haisshh ..
i hope she oke now staying with her mom (':
i just came bck home from work . my ferst day was quite oke .
not really bad . okeoke ajeee ^^ timing keje super duper cpt . aku sukeee =D
and all of them arh fwenly (Y) tkde smbng . sume gereek .
today is sat and im sitting at home like nothing to do . haha !
im so so tired . not enough sleep . gonna sleep later on . weeeeeeee .
bf , i miss u alots . must meet soon . REAL SOON ! oke ? :D
end my post heree . BYEBYEEEE .

2011-01-21T13:51:00.002+08:00

i just change my blogskin . errgh , i hate this blogskin actually .
but atiin mls nk carik lagik . naek penaat siaa . how ? -.-
so ... i think , i stick to this blogskin ferst . (:
i get the job dat i really want . YES ! bsok start .
hopefully everything oke bsook . pray hard atiin ^^
30 jan cpt plssss . hehhe *keningnaeknaek*
end my post heree . nk carik laguuu =D
Byeeeeeeeeee (((:

2011-01-19T17:20:00.005+08:00

Bck to updateeeee ^^
just now went to city hall , novena & vivo .
phewwww ! sooo tireeed .
hopefully . i get the job yg pat vivo . pray hard atiin (:
the job i got dat time i already quit . coz im not so interested !
like wth ? the ferst day i werk baru nk blg atiin under ape .
check2 under cosmetic , isn't it easy if they tell me on the dae i went for interview .
so i can tell them weather i want it or not . stupid btol . aiyaaah *ketok dahi*
and now my sis all binget dgn atiin . if can dorg nk atiin continue keje tuu .
wah sian . sape laraat . tk suke means tk suke . SIMPLE (:
so plsssssss , hopefully i get the job dat i want .

okee , atiin rinduu tu bdk sgtsgt .
bby , go home faaaaaaaast pls ! i dah smpi umah taooo =p
waiting for you to reach home & call me (:

2011-01-16T14:26:00.003+08:00

Just woke up , eerrrghh . still feel tired .
idk why .. but i keep thinking about bf . i miss him so much oke !
how great it is if he beside me 24 hours . awesome (Y) .
tomorrow im werking . and it was my ferst day . hopefully everything gonna be fine .
and pls atiin , don't be clumsy ! seraaaaaaaaaaaaam !
mayb today me and mom go vivo .. meeting my ferst sis at there too . great !
shit . rinduu time skolaah . wahsioww . if im skooling now ..
i don't need to go werk . monday-friday school . sat going out . sun rest .
waaaaah . gereek siaaa .. but to bad lor . need to werk :(
end my post heree . out of words ready ...
BYEEEEEEEEEE (:

2011-01-11T21:09:00.003+08:00

HelloHeyHi ^^ bck to update .
just now meet bf . tmn dier go interview . den go eat . off to vivo amek sluar . pfft !
today soooooooooooo veeeeeeery theeeeee tireeeeeeeeed =(
im happy for bf . cheey , dah dpt keje . means cannot meet always lah kan .
bf so happy coz tmpt keje dier quite near my house . suke ehk kau ! hee
2morrow im going for interview with my sec sis . thanks sis tmn atiin .
naseb sioww ade org nk tmn . if not .. mati !! lonely gerl =( LOLS .
oke . mintak-mintak i get the job .. dah mls ddk umaah .. haiyaah !
K~BYEEEE ! end my post heree :D

2011-01-09T21:08:00.002+08:00

and dats really truee ^^
im oke with bf noww . no conflicts . no arguements . thank god everything fine . (:
its hard actually to forgive u for wat u did . but i tried to throw away my ego & forgive u .
yes , everyone make a mistake . and they try their best to change wen they have a chance .
but for you . you make mistake twice . and u promise me alots of things .
so . plss . change for better bf . (:
today sunday . a boring day for me . all the way at home .
watch tv .. eat .. otp with bf .. watch tv .. check fb and so on .. BORED . -.-
i wanna sign up for onsugar . and yes . dah sign up pon .
but sadly i don't understand . so i just ignore everything and continue using blogger .
and till now i can't find blogskin . my blogskin damn bored oready .
nvrminee laaah . klau blog boring .. delete ajee . fullstop !
cpt bsok plsss . i wanna meet bf . eventhough smlm jumpe mcm dah lame tk meet . haah !
errghh . till now i finding job .. someone help plss ..
interview keje like wat .. tunggu call jee . wth .. smpi biler ?! pfft .
end my post heree .. TC =D

2011-01-07T11:05:00.005+08:00

Happy Bdae to my beloved sister . Siti Farah (:
dah 23 . so oooooooooold -.- hahahha !
hope you have a great day . and may ur wish cum true aite .
I Love You Sis . Aloooooots (((:
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morning ! today wake up abit early . nk go interview mah .
arh shit . not enough sleep siaa .. nvrminee .
so today i must go home early . psl nk lyn baby .
sanggop oi atiin .. hees . skarang tk lyn psl no mood .
~
how can you did tis to me ? how can you lied to me ???
why is so difficult for you to listen to me ??
before the day happen , you promise me ..
but u did it . and now wat you going to sae ??
sorry ?? how many times u make me like tis ??
told you not to promise me , but you did . end up ?? tis wat i get ?
you told me you wanna change , how come you become worst ??
ckp nk jage hati aku abeh buat gini mcm ? bahan lawak siaak kauu .
AKU PALING BENCI ORG YG SUKE JANJI KOSONG ! phm ?
see , dari dulu.. watever u sae you really don't mean it .
and yes ! atlaast . wadever i think , sume btol ! thanks soo mucch .
sweet talk ajee mau lebeeh . TIN KOSONG ! bodoh !!
tknk aku saket hati , tapy buat gini mcm . wth siaa ??
tkde makne sia kau ckp kau syg aku sume .
check2 tu pon kau terpakse ckp siaa . HAHAH ! dah biasee poooon -.-
thanks for being so called HONEST lah blg akuu .
yes , i forgive you .. but i won't forget wat you've done .
idk wat to sae lah kan .. sumpah sia aku sedey giler =(
from now onwards don't ever2 promise me anything .
and pls arh . stop saying sorry . eventhough you sae sorry for alots of time ,
things won't change . and im sick with your sorry .
your "sorry and not gonna do it again " for me is like nuthing special .. get it ??
not your ferst time sia buat aku gini mcm .
and if you feel you with me just for fun . i guess is better you stop tis nonsense
and let me go . coz is gonna hurt me alots . enough the pain i have noww .
aarrhh shiiit ! bingeeeeeeeeeeeet !
haissh . i still love youuu (':

2011-01-06T17:17:00.002+08:00

True true true ^^ hees .
bck bck bck . im baaaaaaack (:
today atiin gud gerl . sit at home all the wayy . coz ade baby .
atiin suke + syg dier bykbyk . cuteeee ^^
so today pagypagy ajee kene pakse bgon . coz me , anna & mom meeting my sec sis .
kluar pagy siaa . aiyoo . den atiin all the way lah tolak trolley sume . hees .
mom ckp atiin boley jady mak . BAEK ! tknk siaa akuu . -.- LOLS !!
eyy , everyday pe hujan ?? hometown atiin all the wayy sia hujan . mcm gereek jee ^^
2morrow going interview again . mintak2 cpt lah dpt keje . klau tk .. mampos gue .
today tk meet bf . psl smlm dah jumpee .
smlm atiin nk sgtsgt ikot dier pegy interview . abeh bf ckp jgn lmbt .
den atiin suro call atiin smpi bgon , like kejot kan . check2 dier yg lmbt !! hahhaha !
end up tk yah interview . naseb ehk . tkyah bgon pagy . cheeey . lols !
den bf amek atiin pat cmmnwealth pegy JP mkn . bla.bla. ^^
i change my blog song again . nie time . lagu lame2 .. weeeeeee :D
i got prob finding blogskin . how ehk ?? isshk ! blogskin nie dah boring .
oke laah . i wanna eat , den nk bareng . tgh hujan niee . klau tido mesty gereeek (((:
Bye + TC ^^

2011-01-04T16:03:00.003+08:00

Back To Update (:
so yesterday was duper super fun .
meet childhoodfwen & naana at cmmnwealth . took train off to somerset .
pat train like wth . got crazy boy . sumpah seram ! HAHAHHA !
terigt aku naana buat . cb siaaa . lols !!
done interview at somerset off to payar lebar , grandlink (:
yesterday atiin happy , psl wen i go out with fwens bf tk prangai .
aku sukeee gini mcm ! stay gituu je ok . :D
smlm go interview dorg ckp tunggu call . aku nye org dah tk boley sbr ! HAHHAA !
tk suke arh kene tunggu2 call sumee . waste time -.-
duet saving atiin pon nk dkt habez . tsktsk . mau sedey siaa .
just imagine if im not werking smpi biler2 . conferm2 nk kluar susah .
psl no moneey . haiyaah ! stress oi gini mcm . pfft .
arh shit , i wanna drink coke . dari smlm taoo . nk pegy bwh mls plk .
cuace dis few daes gereek pe . sukesuke ^^ .
okeoke . till heree . byebyeeeeeee :D

2011-01-01T20:28:00.002+08:00

As we grow older together, As we continue to change with age,
There is one thing that will never change. . .
I will always keep falling in love with you.
Helmi , i love you so mucch .
thanks for being dere for me . thanks for the happiness .
sayaaang kau bykbyk . heee (:
Happy 2 Months dear . remember this . no matter wat , i won't let you go easily ((:

2010-12-28T20:49:00.002+08:00

eeeeeee ! mulot awk bauu busoook -.-
dah amek kasi balek arh .. aiyoyo thumbyy . HA-HA !
Once I start disliking someone, EVERYTHING they do is irritating to me (:
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i wanna update my blog . sbb tgh mendaak . haha .
yeayy . 31 last day werk . lps tuu ? mkn tidoo . conferm bdn naek punyee . lols
ouh shit , must find job a.s.a.p . tknk ddk umah tk buat pape . BORING .
and yeaay again ! coz countdown coming . january coming behbeyy . HUHU . sukesuke ^^
mcm cpt gitu time jln .. sape2 next year skolah ? kene enjoy puas2 ..
next week dah bukak skolah kan ? HAHAHHAHA !
aku next year mcm no life .. lols !! -.-
i wanna change my blogskin like sooooooooon . wait okee .
wen im not busy im gonna change everything . klau skarang no time .
mls nk kene carik tu lah . nie laah .. leceh .
eyy , nk tukar lagu blog dangdut arh .. HAHHAHA ! saket dangdut (:
oke end my post . nk carik laguu . klau dpt lagu best2 nk ltk pat blog =p
HAHAH ! byebyeeeeeeeeeeeee ((((:

2010-12-26T20:20:00.005+08:00

gmbr smlm ^^ go jrg meet childhoodfwen and nana (:
smlm kene balek cpt so tk sempat nk lpk lame2 . coz im werking & ade org buat atiin binget .
bgooooos ! biler aku dah balek baru nk oke dgn aku . pfft !!!
have alots of fun eventhough lpk skejap aje . (((:
ok , today short post lah k . idk wat to sae ready . HAHHA !
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i just need you to understand me , to understand wat i need , to trust me , to treat me well .
i want you to understand my feelings . to understand my life . dats all bby .
its so unfair . i just wanna have some fun with my fwens for the moment
and you destroy it . u spoiled my mood on dat day .
i was rushing bck home just bcoz i want to otp with you .
end up you said you wanna sleep . my goooossh .. nvrmine ..
you said u wanted to change ? why must you be like this ?
on dat dae we meet , how dare u saying those words to me ?
how could u asked me to go bck just like dat .
and u said u were just joking ?? wth ?
wen u just with me , you don't talk much .
but on dat dae you gonna meeting your fwen , kau dah hyper semcm .
WTH ? and wen you with ur fwen ..aku mcm patong .
arh shit . bingeet nyeeeeee .
actually im still not oke . im just pretend ..wanna noe why ??
coz i don't wanna fight with you .. i really try my best to treat you well .
to understand ur feelings . so pls .. do same thing like i did to youu .
ILOVEYOU (':

2010-12-23T20:57:00.003+08:00

weeeeeeeeeee ^^

i can't stop smiling wen remember bck about yesterday .

play game with bf . kekek nk mampooos . lols !

name mepek2 sume terkluar . prangai ass siaa . cheey .

yeaay , tomorrow meeting bf again . sukesuke ^^

oug-gosh . blog now adays slalu kasi problem ehk . naek geram sia nk update .

so now currently listening to song at youtube . nk tweet pon tk tau nk ckp ape -.-

oke fine , i get irrits with fb fwens . org tk lyn tuu tk yah lah keep ckp "hey , hi , hello , u busy ke ? , mind knowing you ? , tgh buat ape ? , hei babe " ouh gossh .

keep ckp gituu naek binget . plus irrits tao chat pat fb psl nnt stuck2 . aiyaaah .

pat paleng kekek . dorg ckp " you dah mamam" coz i hate guy ckp gituu .

somehow , step cute -.- tibe2 tanye dah mamam . HAHAHAHAHAH !

ouh yaa , promise bf not to miang2 . so .. don't worry helmi . aku tk miang ehk ! cheey .

rinduuu dieer ... cpt bsok plss . nk meet him . weeeeeeee (((:

yeeyee aje nk exercise pagy ! MCM PHM ARH KAUU . HAHAHHA !

shit laah . tgh mendak niee . tk tau nk ckp ape ..

oke laah . end my post heree . byebye .. =D

2010-12-19T21:10:00.001+08:00

the only thing i can sae now , i miss bf soo much .
how i wish if he beside me 24 hours . wow !! gereek nyeee =D
boley korek hidong dier , boley hug dier , boley pukol2 dier ,
boley ape2 aje arh . haha ! best ehk *kening naeknaek*
oke shut . HAHHA ! idk why i feel like updating my blog .
pasaaal kaaan , akuuuu mendaaaaaaaaaak ! pffft .
someone entertain me plss . oke mepek . -.-
i stress rite noww . idk wat to do for next year .
just take the course dat i got or werk den save money for private ??
ouh shit ! otak boley meletop siaaak =(
issh , mcm nk retake n level je siaa . tk kan nk retain . HAHAHHA ! no no . tk kan .
but im glad now my fam follow my plan . lagik2 my sis . THANKS (:
ouuhh yeaaaa , i make a deal with sis ....
and now , i wanna show dem i can do it ! tapy leceh siaa ..
once i get job atiin dah happy . conferm happy giler . hoho ^^
thanks bf for helping me to find for me job & give me support for my next year plan .
thanks so mucch bby . I ♥ You (:
hopefully atiin tk semangat 5 minit -.-
alamak . bsok kejee . BORING NYEEEEEEEEEE =.=
eeyy , countdown nk dekaaaaaaaaaaat ! Jan pon nk dekaaaaaaaaat ! atiin sukeee ^^ hee
okeoke . end my post heree . byebyeeeeeeeee =D

2010-12-18T17:06:00.001+08:00

~ baju tu dah boley buang !!! ~ HAHA !
Back To Update (:
so .. lets talk about yesterday oke ? ^^
eerr .. yesterday went to school , nk amek result lah kan .
awesome ! they told us 2.30 amek result . skali 4 lebeh baru dpt . maen kan prasaan org sia .
the sad part is ... my result no harapan . and i got courses more to guys typee .
maaaak oooooi , sape mau pegy sia klau mcm gini . i don't like =(
and my sis wanna me to retain to take n level again . omg .
im so not gonna do it ! retain ? pat skolah tuu ? NO THANKS (:
criouslly i feel hopeless siaa . next year nk buat ape ??? STRESSSSSS !
i need to find job a.s.a.p . tk kan nk all the way keje yg atiin keje nie skarang .
eeee , tk nk akuu . HAHAHAHHA !
lps amek result go gek poh mkn mee soto . yummy !
after dat rush bck home , siapsiap go meet bf . ton sama dia lah kan . haha ^^
den around 6 ? took cab . off homeeeeeeeeeee .
reached home dad ckp atiin balek cpt . sioww ? kluar mlm balek pagy nye . siang ke ? -.-
bla..bla.. wash face , tros .. mimpi indaaah . hahah !
so today will be at home all the way . nk rest since im werking 2morrow . damn it !
okeoke . end my post heree . byebyeeeee =D

2010-12-10T20:50:00.003+08:00

Heyyyyyyyy . back to update ^^
idk why i can't upload pictures =( why ehk ? blog siow arh .
today a lil bit happy . wanna noe why ? nk tau ???
coz 2morrow im off ! no werk ! off day . dpt gaji ! yeaaayyy ! sukeeeeee :D
but sad thing is , i cannot meet bf since he werking . tsktsk .
eyy , i miss blogging . criouslly .. many things i wanna said . but ..tkpe laah . simpan dlm hati je (:
so 2morrow im going town with my cinoneh fwen ? hopefully jady . i wanna shopping ! hahha !
but the thing is , i don't noe wat to buy . sioww kan akuu . lols !
ouh gosh . i can't wait to take my result . wen ? 17 dec huh ? cpt plssssss .
tk sbr nk tgok result . hahaha ! and of coz , i wanna meet my fwens . rinduuuuuuu (:
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its been quite long i nvr meet bf . and of coz i miss him .
having some conflict yesterday . and it was sucks .
eventhough everything are oke now . still im not satisfied with it .
i still mad at you . i still angry with and still i feel unfair about tis .
but im trying my best to avoid those feelings .
and i forgive you , coz i love you and i still wanna be with you .
everyone make a mistakes . and every relationship must have some conflicts . true ?
wen the conflicts come .. we have to be matured to handle it . think positive (:
so plsss , don't do it again . im begging youuu .
i will always remember ur promises ..those words u sae dat dae .
i will always remeber dat . bby , you promise me alots of things ..
so pls .. prove to me ...don't ever2 hurts me again . (':
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and for you lady , i just don't understand why must u talk bck about me .
thanks so much for doing dat . i trust youu , and dis wat i get in the end ?
greaat ! niceee . i love this . u noe wat ? i start to hate you now .
nvrminee . just sae watever u wanna sae about me .
coz im not gonna entertain it anyway . plus , is all NONSENSE (:
hey babe , you are bunch of bullshit ! get it ? oopppppssssyyy . sorry -.-
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end my post heree . will update soon . =D

2010-11-30T21:03:00.004+08:00

pls . jgn bbl tapy tk buat plss . aku benci org mcm gini .
seriously .. im so pissed off rite noww .
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2morrow is 1 dec . sudah 1 month with bf .
unfortunately , im so pissed off with him rite noww .
how i wish if he beside me . so i can PUNCH HIM , SLAP HIM , SHOUT AT HIM !
eerrrgggh , bingeet siaak . kpale otak boley pecaah . cheey . *part tu dah bedek*
but criouslly arh . tk penah tau atiin binget dgn dier smpi mcm gini .
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beside dat , got tis 2 humans mmg mintak kene smack dgn atiin -.-
they are so so so selfish . they always think about themselve .
everything my fault ? wow . aku je arh yg kene slh kan ?
silap aku sume org nmpk , abey silap korg ?
can you people pls understand me ??
pls , i just need someone who can understand me , always dere for me .
not insult my life , saying rude words towards me .
try imagine if i did dat to you guys . wats your reaction ?
angry ? sad ? pissed off ? happy ? proud having fwen like dat ???
im out of words noww . nuthing to sae . i just dissappointed with you people .
im so done with this shit . yes . im totally done !
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so yeaa . this is the reason why i wanna to be alone .
just i , me , myself , better to be alone dari ade org gini mcm dlm hidop !
oke now kpale pening2 + perot cramp . great huh ? -.-
and for today i don't feel like talking to anyone .
so pls . leave me aloneee .
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bf , 2morrow is our 1 month . eventhough is just 1 month .
but i do feel the love , care from you towards me .
and yes . i really do appreciate it . ALOTS (:
im sorry if im being rude to you or wat .. im so sorry .
as you noe bf , eventhough how mad i am with you , i still love youuuu .
Helmi , happy 1 month . hope we can last long .
and plsssssss , prove to me dat u are better from all my ex . (:
wo ai ni ♥
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im donee . will update soon . =D

2010-11-27T22:14:00.006+08:00

i never thought this gonna happen . like criouslly ..
i hate today and i hate myself .
yaa , i don't treat people nicely . and i keep think about myself .
im fcuk up with myself rite noww . ouh-gosssh !!! i need someone rite noww . PLEASE :'(
i hate today . how i wish if i can rewind bck those time . haissh ..
i need bf noww . waiting bf to come bck . pls balek cpt ...
currently bf not in singapore . idk wen he will be coming bck ...
errrrggggggggggghhhhhhhh ! fcuk up .
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to those people . don't come near me .. plss .
IM NOT A GOOD FWEN . =(

2010-11-24T21:06:00.004+08:00

~and wen i meet bf , im gonna hug him mcm gituu . boley ? ^^ ~
i wanna meet him . i wanna hug him . i wanna kiss him .
i wanna walk beside him and hold his hand (((:
and yes ! i wanna do that !!! I Miss My Boyfriend Alots :'(
sat pls come fast .. i wanna meet bf . rinduu dier giler siow punyaa . hoho .
Helmi , rinduuuuuu kau sgtsgt ♥ ^^

beside missing my bf , i miss spending time with my fwens .
i wanna meet every one of my fwens . can i ?
it seem like everyone busy with their own things so do i . so yeaa . peh susah lah kan -.-
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somehow , i miss going to school . NO ! WAIT !
wat i mean is .. i miss having a great time with my classmate .
very fun huh ? get scolded by teacher , having eng lssn at courtyard . wahliaao . rinduu :(
hey , i remember wen me and fwens lari cpt2 nk cabot cca . omg . dat was horrible !! HAHHA !
rindu MT class . aiyoyo . all the way ketawe like wat siaa . funny moment . hees .
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talk about my holiday .. ehk wait . now wat date ? 24 nov huh ? so fast ??!!
next month dah Dec . wahliaoo . time gerak cpt pe ..
oke bck to the topic ^^ my holiday ? i don't feel like i having holiday rite noww .
everyday kluaaar ! off day pon kluaar !! so mendaak .
sick and tired of werking oready . feel like quitting job and sit at home sleep like a pig .
but nnt mendak plk ehk . nk kluar pon susah . susah ape ? susah nk dpt duet =D
so no choice . i have to werk and find my own money . ggrr .
nvrmine . Jan nk dkt kan ? im so gonna change my job !!!! hoho .
waiting for 4 dec . weeeeeeee :D tk sbr ! tk sbr ! *kening naeknaek*
oke done updating . out of words ready . BYEBYE ! :D

2010-11-20T14:06:00.003+08:00

bf asked gmbr nie mcm matrep tk ?
eheem . yes ! and i don't like taoo . but naseb noww dier dah dye hitam . hees .
so today will be meeting him . YEAYY !
baru bgon dah call stakat blg mp4 dier rosak -.- HAHHAHA !
i read about my past . aawww , i miss those days .. criously .. :'(
always going out on sat , meet my lovely humans .. having fun ..
eventhough siket org tetap gerek . buat2 kecoh .
always go town .. ketawe sane . ketawe sini ..
NOW ? sume dah hilaang . buat hal sendiri . but actually .. im happy with my life rite noww
atleast i don't waste my time on something not worth it . true ? (:
and yeaay again ! ecah will be staying my house for 2 weeks . GREAT !
best nyeee . rumah sentiase kecooh . hehhe :D
errr . idk wat to sae now .. hmmmmmmmmmmm .
should i end my post here ? YES ! okee . byebyee ! will update soon (:

2010-11-16T21:54:00.002+08:00

wooohooo . i wanna update my blog rite noww .
currently now doing nuthing . im bored , so nk update blog ^^
ouh-gosh my werk timing dah tukar . end at 8 not 7 . lagik mendaak -.-
faster friday plsss .. dpt gaji *kening naeknaek* HAHAH :D
so now waiting for bf to call me . Helmi ! faster reach homee . im bored u noee :(
bf so so so sweet *melt* hees . syg dier bykbyk . ^^
i wanna meet him a.s.a.p . haiyooo . boley giler sia tunggu nk jumpe . lols .
oke shut this topic . ~~ eyy , atiin rinduu ramai org taoo ..
i realised i change oreadyy . yes i am ! i have no time to go out having fun with fwens oready .
my off day only on sat . so yeaa , only sat for me to go out . all out arh ! hahhaha !
but mostly my sat is for my bf laah . nk spent time . but this week super busy .
i got plan for my sat . weeeeeee . hrphrp jady . tk jady ? tk tau nk ckp ape =.=
now nk buat ape ? mendaak siaaaaaaak .
oke . end my post heree . TC readers :D

2010-11-12T22:29:00.001+08:00

yeaa , idk why .. but sometimes .. im afraid . afraid to be end just like dat . get wat i mean ?
ouh-gosh . i don't want to be happen like my past .. plss .. i don't want :'(
i just need to be strong , throw all those negative feelings :D
common atiin ! pls wake up .. u are in the right path (:
so now im gonna update my blog . so .. bsok my off day ! yeaayyy . boley kluar ^^
biler off je dah gaji . gerek kan ? heheh ! atiin sukeeeeeeeee ^^
bought my things oready . yeaayy ! next ape bende ? hmmm o.0
so far me and bf doing well rite now . till now no arguements and all .
ade pon stakat gurau2 . idk why kiter pat gado mmg tk boley crious .
mesty ketawe . amcm ckp ? hee . but mostly , bf yg buat bende went smoothly (:
aawww , i love him so much oke . criously he treat me so well . i sukee ^^
ouh-my-laling ! i got alot of plan with fwens . sume buat on sat . tk beylo ke aku ? -.-
nvrmine , pandai-pandai atiin anoh date sume . haiyaah .
i can't wait for 2morrow . wanna meet bf . yeaayy ! rindu pantat dier . HAHAHAHHA !
oke . wanna end my post here . byebyeeeee :D

2010-11-07T20:43:00.002+08:00

( talk to my hand ass ! )
those story you were telling me ? ouh-gosh ! true or wat ?
stop it lah . puji diri sendiri buat ape ? angkat bakol sendiri yee ? =.=
and pls , don't try to insult my life . is my life , not urs . so , just shut ur smelly mouth will you ?
is dat so difficult ? mind your own business plsssss . no life is it ?
hello ! eventhough u saying those thing to me . hidop aku lagik gerek from urs .
ramai kwn ? abey ? dorg boley kasi kau ape ? time susah dorg tlg kau ? o.0
i just hate having friend like tis . like suke bangge kan diri ?
you noe puji diri sendiri ? pity nyeee -.-
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Back to update my blog . oke best . atiin dah edit2 siket my blog .
background lazy nk carik and tukar . wen free lah yee buat .
currently waiting for bf to reach home . bf cpt baleeek (:
just now dpt jumpe dier skejap je . psl atiin tgh keje . so must rush2 .
den bf sae dier tk puas jumpe tady . HOHO . dier cutee . geraam ! :D
so 2morrow will be werking . eerrrggh . im tireeed .
off day 1 hari je . but oke lah the job . quite easy . psl atiin dah biase . ^^
and now i won't update my blog dat much . penat dgn mls ((((:
end my post here . will update soon . TC =D

2010-11-02T21:26:00.002+08:00

~I was all by myself for the longest time , till I've finally found a man that's true .
which is youu . You brought the sunlight , You saved my life bby .
You are my fwen , my bestie , my dear , my precious , my bf , my hubby , my honey (((:
You are my everything now . and i don't wish to lose you bby . ilysm . damn much (':
Muhammad Helmi , im so thankful im found youu .
011110 ~ you are mine . and im yours . Fullstop ! =D

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Back to updateee ^^
i love my new job ! awesome + great . simple job .
selling baby clothes buat atiin nk ade bby taoo . cute2 sia baju dorg . LOLS !
so lazy to update my blog dis few days -.- mcm nk delete pon adee . aiyaah .
ouh-my-laling , cptcpt sat plss . nk meet my honey boo =D
nk hug dier , nk kiss dier , nk manje2 dgn dier . boley ? gaga .
and yes ! we already plan for tis coming sat . tak sabaaar nk jumpe dier ..
and im so gonna renovate my blog . HAHAH ! nvrmine . wait wen im free :D
oke byee . mls nk type2 . Tc (((((((((:

2010-10-29T23:09:00.003+08:00

~wooooo . 2morrow is my deardear childhoodfwen bdae laah .
Saaaaap ! dah 16 lah dier . weeeewiiiiiiiiit :D hees .
Happy Birthday syg ! hope you enjoy ur dae aite .
dah 16 , so pls ehk . think before u wanna do somthing . dah tau kan mane baek dgn tk baek (:
im here always for you babe . so anything just beep me oke ?
I Love You Darl (:
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back to updatee ^^ .
yesss ! i got the job . sunday start . weeeeee :D
i will try my best to stick with this job . no change2 ehk atiin . hee .
currently im fb-ing . utube n chat with H .
awww , i miss my H alots .. lame tao nk jumpe dier ..haiyaah !
since im busy . and dier pon same . so the only day to meet is sat .
Bie , jom ! next sat yok go date *kening naeknaek* ((:
so yesterday went to vivo . meet my lesbo for awhile , walk2 at vivo .
den go home . change meet H . having fun with him .
sayaaang youuu bykbyk . meet soon oke . kiter go date . weeeeee :D
will update soon . Tc Humaaaaaaaaaans =)

2010-10-27T16:24:00.003+08:00

Hey Humans . im bored . so decided to update my blog (:
yesterday after my job interview went to B.B to meet H ^^
he was late , naah . i understand he was werking and he nid to rush .
still i appreciate dat he willing to meet me eventhough he was tired . thanks love .
have a great time with him . aaaww . i miss wen he hug me so tight and sae "wanginyee . rinduu"
hhehhe ! omg ! dah start rinduuu dier dah skarang :(
this sunday we have to cancel our plan since we got some prob .
so i guess i will be werking on dat dae ?? hmmm .. not suree .
im looking forward for next week ! i wanna date with my H . hehe . (:
and yeaa . hopefully nuthing happen 2morrow oke H . pray hard .
2morrow im going to vivo . i wanna noe about my new job . mintak2 dpt :D
dis sat i guess im not werking . since i no money and the job was like .. NO THANKS for me [:
see laah . atiin nie cerewet klau psl keje . lols . hopefully keje pat vivo was OK .
so i won;t change2 job .. biler mau game ? lols .
oke . end my post here . TC :D:D

2010-10-25T02:08:00.004+08:00

those photos taken on sat . meeting H . yeaay ! sukeee :D
upload siket2 lah yee . byk gmbr sgt . hahha ! LAZY .
actually wanna watch movie but den .. i was late . hees .
so make it on next sat oke ? jom double date lagiik . atiin sukeee ^^
aiyaah , now miss him ready .. tsktsk . baru otp ehk . gaga :D
so , now im not werking with my sis anymore . yes arrhh ! jom carik keje laen .
mentang2 nari last day .. asyik kene mrh ajee . pfft ! bersbr ajee .
dorg slalu panggel atiin " hey siti sister" lols . klakar siaa . bkn nk panggel name ..
but i do happy werking with dem eventhough mcm siaak lah kan . hoho .
ouh-gosh . today got job interview still not asleep . -.-
oke , should end my post heree . byeeeeeeeeeee (:

tgoook ! muke dier . hahhahahah ! aku suke kacau dier . muke noneng arh helmi ! lols
Helmi , thanks for everything . thanks for being dere for me . thanks for cheering me up wen im sad . thanks for changing my life from worst to better . thanks Helmi . meet soon <3 ^^
*wiwiwiwid :D

2010-10-21T13:48:00.002+08:00

And this how it goes every nite wen otp with H ^^
but i used hp ehk not home phone . LOLS .
so yesterday went i was otw bck home i received his msg . saying he wanna tell me sumthing .
and on dat time criously im so worried and so curious to noe wat it is .
walk damn fast u noe ! naek pnt atiin .
reach home online . chat with him . so yea ..
like wat i sae , if anything happen . i will wait for him . yes . i will (':
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Baccck to Updateeeeee =D
today sit at home . mayb at nite will be going to vivo after sent Haikal bck home .
friday werking . sat going out . sunday werking . monday job interview .
wow ! lazy nyee nk pegyy .. naseb keje peh psl ! if not .. say goodbye arh =p
many pictures i wanna upload actually , yes ! ALOT ! but the problem is .. im lazy -.-
nvrmine lah . tk yah upload . fb dah upload . pat sini if no picture i upload =D
yesterday went to town , city hall , bugis . sungguh penat . but still having fun (((:
supposely i wanna meet my looser . but den too bad . i was at city hall wen he msg me .
if not dah boley jumpe . dah lah kiter dah lame tk jumpe . haiyaah .
so nk ckp ape lagik ? beylo aku . nk update abey tanye org ? lols .
oke , today a bit hyper . idk why . but im so happy . hahha . crazy me *keningnaeknaek*
should end my post here . Byeeeeeeeee :D

2010-10-19T19:52:00.002+08:00

Back to update ^^
wahpiang , atiin so happy ! so happy ! happyhappyhappy ! damn HAPPY ! :D
this sunday gonna be my last day werking with my sis . pheewww . dah tkde beban :D
my reason is , i have to go to school . but actually is a lied .
im sorry sis . luckily dier tk tinggal same dgn atiin . if not .. cannot tipu -.-
im not so bad oke ! is just dat ..i really can't take it with dat job . criously ..sorry sis <3
need to find new job . hopefully dpt . haiyaah . stress lah mcm gini ..
lps 1 prob dah pegy , lagik 1 dtg . mcm gerek gituu ehk . *ketok dahi*
today atiin all the way at home . do same damn thing . mayb 2morrow going out ?
hopefully yes ! coz quite bored staying at home . fri werk , sat off den sunday werk . last day ! :D
got this one guy , so IRRITATING . mcm tkde malu gituu .
maseh ade ke laki gitu mcm ? HAHAHHA ! criously irrits ! -.-
oke im done . update soon . BYEBYE =D